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Incredible India: Funfair

2012-01-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

The stinky smell strucked into my nose and I was burned in a hot night. Somehow I felt the air was so dry. These added unpleasant sensation in my tummy. Yeah I feel like throwing up since my first terrifying ride. I had the last boring, incessantly spinning ride and got off feeling nauseated. I'm seriously no good at these things.

Before I go on writing, I would give scream rating of each ride I had with 10 being the loudest, longest, and ear-splitting.

Rate: 3

The last boring ride I had. Good enough to make me goes woozy. It was boring but at some point it went crazy.

This was taken right after we got off of the bus. The entrance to the funfair site.

Entrance fee is Rs 20. There's nothing much we can do in Manipal. So after a long week of Physiology and books and books we repay the thirst for exciting and jolly day by going to funfair. Just look at those happy cute faces.*cough*

Throng of people in the entrance. I defeated the crowd like a boss. LOL

Here is my first ride. At first, I was screaming for fun with hands up, fearless lah konon before it went wild. Later all I can hear was "nak turun nak turun!!!!!!!". What a noob. Tempe depan tu gelak-gelakkan aku.

Rate: 6

It was insane! But it didn't stop me for another terrifying ride. The next one was epic. Indian style punya.

It's dragon swing goes wrong! They have no protective bar at all. All I could tightly rely on was the front seat handle. Oh yeah on Kila also. Do we look like we have 9 lives? Seriously this was the scariest of all. It swings 180 degrees or maybe more, I'm not sure. Life was on the edge, screw Math.

Rate: Hell 10!

This is definitely a suicide attempt. The moment it swung up high, I wish I never bought the ticket in the first place. I swear I screamed with all my might, to the top of my lungs. Bony dengan Halim pulak saja je jerit kuat-kuat macam lah diorang takut sangat, nak tarik attention lah tu. Well they actually did! Izzah cakap ramai gila orang berhenti kat bawah tu sebab nak tengok kitorang.

To step on the ground alive is a relief.

Well at least I accepted the challenge. Izzah, Izni, Becky, Fathin, McBelle, Sharmeen tak naik pon. Takde la penakut sangat aku ni. Hihihi

Next was roller coaster tak jadi. Haha. Gambar pon takde. Takut jugak actually macam nak roboh je. Rate: 0

I didn't got on this. Too noob to handle. Ceh berlagak. LOL

After the last ride, I strolled around the booths. But nothing tempted me so much, I just bought 4 pairs of socks for Rs100. Plus it was crowded and as I had mentioned it was hot. I went out to get fresh air and sat alone to soothe my dizziness. Forever alone! Haha

Then, I looked for corn cup sampai hujung dunia tapi tak jumpa, turned out the stall was placed just in front of where I sit.

Dosa in the making.

Food seemed to be delicious with pani puri, bhel puri and all. Problem was sanggup ke tak nak makan.

Speaking of that, I remember when Bony said he found bulu dada in the puff(or something else) he bought. That was gross! Couldn't he just say he found hair? Hair is gross, bulu dada augments the gross-ness, dont' you think? Well I'm talking about the one in food.

I had fun and great rides. But next time, I'll pass. Oh yeah I got home smelled weird.

Dean, fear and public speaking

2011-12-16T21:24:00.007+08:00

I fear public speaking so much to the extent I can't even think properly when standing in crowd, cold sweating, trembling, mind lost, instead of saying this one word I say different word, and many more.

I had Biochemistry class as usual last Wednesday. I read the topic covered by the Dean beforehand because I knew he would come. The thought of Dean would give us tremble sensation. Not that he is so fierce or what but simply because he is the Dean. Semua orang takut, semua orang diam the moment he enters the class.

At the end of the class, he picked some lucky persons to explain what he has been teaching. Guess who he picked? Yes yes it's me. He didn't picked me directly, through a medium but the point is, IT IS ME. I was asked to explain the digestion of carbs in front with mic and all. And for a person who fears public speaking so much, you know what happen next.

I thought I would never be picked because he already asked me to explain the same thing in the last class. Benda sama kot, tapi entahlah pergi depan takleh cakap pape pon. It's not easy for me to gather some courage to talk in crowd.

He said something before the end of class and it makes me think is he going to ask me the same question again and again till I can answer him with confidence and minus the fear? Dear Sir, ask me anything I'll try to answer as long as it doesn't involve public speaking.

Girls Rocking in Kaup Beach

2011-10-28T14:08:00.013+08:00

Assalamualaikum , hello!

I did write about my trip to the beach in the previous entry. I will talk about beach again so don't get bored.

We got one day off prior to Diwali on Tuesday. The thing is why the holiday is not on the day of Diwali itself. I'm so confused, even in Malaysia they got one week holiday but not in India. Aiyooo these Indians don't even have the spirit of raya.

Tapi takpe dah orang bagi cuti, jalan je lah. Kalau tak jalan sama je macam orang bagi iPhone 4s free tapi taknak amek. Grhhhhhhh pelik.

Received call(or is it a video call? Can't remember) from Izni at 11am asking to join them. I was hesitate at first. Was so tired after the volleyball practice so I thought I want to sleep when I got back. Tapi takpe la dah orang ajak, pergi je la. It was in fact a sudden plan. Temah and Nina cooked ayam masak kicap and kentang sambal. Izzah fried cekodok pisang. Aku masak nasi. Hihihi. I could sense it's gonna be fun. It was indeed! Yeah sometimes sudden plan is better than the thoroughly prepared one. Also Izni, Kila, Bella, and Ika were going.

Reached there nearly 2.30 pm, found our picnic spot under the wooden hut. Some of the MBBS students were also there since morning. So my first activity was banana boat ride. 4 persons per ride. Kalau ramai-ramai lagi best. Seronok jugak la. Dia jatuhkan kitorang 3kali. Sad thing is I lost my bracelet. Forgot to keep it in the bag. I also forgot to bring my kiwi bracelet to India. Sedih :(

Next was bumper tube ride. It was double fun. Tempe tu bawak cam orang gila, aku pon jerit cam gila jugak lah. Next day woke up with aching all over the body, especially the trapezius. Kehkehkeh. Anatomy betul.

Lepas tu makan-makan. Lepas makan camwhoring banyak gila. Well that explain my vain-ness. Pastu main air, the current was so strong that it could push us to the side.

Then, we climbed to the light house. Amek-amek gambar, pastu balik.

Also a nice beach here. Lagi best dari Malpe Beach sebab ada water sports ngan light house. It was a festival! One of the awesomest days, yes it is.

Want to come over?

Dental and Arts

2011-10-10T21:38:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hello.

Being a dental student, we combine both sciences and arts. But seriously I'm not one of the greatest artists, not even close to be an artist. So pathetic me, I never got an A for my works, A+ lagilah jauh panggang dari api.

The other day we were assigned to carve 2 samples of geometric figure for Oral Biology Practical. I got B+ for both samples and plus a giggle from Dr B. Seriously buruk sangat ke? With the overcarved and all, I guess so blearghhh.

For Dental Materials we were assigned to make a rectangle (I don't remember the dimension) of Plaster of Paris using gypsum product. Yes I being noob enough, again got a B+ for that assignment. Seriously am I dying of artistic value?

Maxillary cast

So this week for Preclinical Prosthodontic Practical we have to paint anatomical landmarks on maxillary cast. Motif? So that we know the extension of the denture, where we should give relief, stress and bla bla.

P.S: Maxilla is upper jaw, mandible is lower jaw.

I'm not yet done. So many areas to paint.

Excuse me for my ugly painting. I don't know where my creativity has drained into.

It's like an art class already. But I love it anyway. At least it's not boring like theory class. Not that I say lectures are boring. Lecture or coloring? Of course everybody would opt for coloring.

On the other note, I can feel the stress already. Got tests this week and I'm not done reading, and many more to read up before class.

Gotta read up for the tests.

Auto rickshaw going rage

2011-10-08T17:35:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hello!

Years ago when I was a fan of Hindi movie (aired every Saturday 2-5pm, sekarang pon kan?), I was impressed by Indian so-called taxi partly because it has no door. I can't imagine myself riding on this 3 wheels scooter during that time. Look what happen now, I am pelanggan tetap already.

My first auto ride was deadly awesome. And it still is. There are not so many good roads here especially Manipal ( aku duduk kampung okayhh paham2 je lah). So just imagine how would the ride be with the super fast reckless driving, bumpy roads, ceaseless honking and bla blah. I swear I scream a lot, well who doesn't lagi-lagi bila driver tu main rempuh je semua halangan kat depan mata dia, overtake kereta lain padahal kat depan ada lori besar gile dekat 10 inci je. Plus the auto doesn't have any door, and when it comes to maximum speed I'm afraid I'll be thrown out. Seriously it's deadly.

Tak pernah naik auto? Ce naik ce naik LOL

But after that, we would laugh a lot. Memalukan diri sendiri je jerit-jerit dalam auto padahal driver kat depan tu je. Mesti diorang pon gelakkan kitorang yang penakut ni. Alhamdulillah we survive! Seriously, it's awesome.

And here is my another awesome ride. Taken during my visit to St Mary's Island.

See there, kitorang panjat atas bot tu. Very close to the water and we take no precautions at all, not wearing life jacket that has been provided. It was awesome, we can see beautiful stretch of Arabian Sea right before us, looking upwards we can see blue sky and birds flying berkicau-kicauan. Though it was very hot and dangerous (who knows the big waves would come), it was an adventure.

I'm done. Bye :D

of beach and island

2011-10-05T19:40:00.007+08:00

I've been planning to go to the beach since last week. So today we went to Malpe Beach and St Mary's Island. I don't feel like going at first since I have to study for central incisor's test tomorrow. But being alone studying is not a perfect way to enjoy a day off we rarely get on Wednesday.

It's already noon when we got there. It was a real hot day, memang panas gila. But the touch of the sea water was heaven. It's hot yet the water was cold. Feel like jumping and mandi-manda but we didn't bring extra clothes. But for the sake of going to the beach and to get the feel of going we dipped into the water jugak lah.

St Mary's Island. Taken from Bony's album.

We strolled along the beach and got ourselves an ice-cream. Then Temah and Anis got a jet ski ride for 300 rupees. I don't because one ride can only occupy 2 persons, I don't want to ride alone. Lain kali lah naik.

After that, we went to St Mary's Island by boat. Dekat je can see from Malpe Beach. Cost us 150 rupees for return ticket. Tapi Bony cakap 100 rupee je sebenarnya. Ahh kena tipu lah ni, muka kaya tu kena bayar mahal. Kahkahkah.

We got about 45 minutes to walk around on the island and camwhoring. But the photos are not so cantik lah. Nampak tak lawa sangat but it is very mesmerizing actually. Be here and witness yourselves. Some more photos below

Nice beach here. Next time will go to Kaup Beach.

Dissection 2 & Food

2011-09-30T14:18:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my first experience dissecting a cadaver. Supposedly, I need to dissect the skin of the scalp only but I pulled out all 5 layers instead. The lecturer showed us the arteries, veins and some muscles of the face. Guess I can name all the nerves and blood supply of the scalp now. Dissection gives me better picture of anatomy. Having asked by my mom "lalu makan ke lepas dissect?". OK la, besar je selera, no feeling of hantu-ism. LOL

Taken after Physiology practical

About food.

Food is cheap here. For lunch I spend 70 rupees on average which include plenty plain rice, veg, egg, 2 pieces ayam berempah sedap gila and gravy. Less than RM 5. Murah kan? Selalunya lunch pukul 10am masa 30min break between classes. We have lunch break tapi kalau makan time tu nak cari tempat duduk pon susah sebab food court ramai gila orang. Makan pukul 10 pon kenyang je sampai malam. I don't usually have dinner, biscuit is enough.

Name it, can get almost everything here; mee goreng mamak, mee sup, nasi pattaya, nasi goreng kampung, ikan tigarasa, cekodok, pisang goreng bla bla.

Baskin Robbins also available here. Harga murah la compared to Malaysia tapi scoop dia kecik gile.

Haritu kitorang pergi makan kat Fish Land. Kitorang order 4 jenis lauk untuk 10 orang; crab masala, squid something, fish kabab, sting ray something. Sorang bayar 95 rupees, less than RM7. Murah kan dah la 4 lauk seafood.

Cold milk kat sini sedap sangat. Macam bukan rasa susu, macam rasa ais-krim. One medium glass is 20 rupees.

Tapi harga barang kat sini takda la murah sangat especially yang import, outside brands. Lebih kurang harga kat Msia je cuma minus RM2/3. Kalau pergi Big Bazaar harga barang kat situ mostly mahal. Can even get a lower price in Malaysia. Cadar mahal whadehek 899 rupees. Kat M'sia pon lagi murah.

Kalau beli kurta kat Udupi the price can go as low as INR 99. Maybe ada lagi murah sebab tak tengok semua kedai pon.

Kesimpulannya, ada benda memang murah gila, memang tak dapat kat M'sia. Ada barang mahal.

Dissection

2011-09-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

Today we had dissection class. I'm okay with formalin, no dizziness, nausea and all. But sometimes when I got closer to the cadaver, I could feel sting in my eyes. It's painful. Maybe it's chemical or something. I touched the cadaver, of course am wearing glove. I don't have gut to use my bare hand but some of them did anyway. Tak berani!

So today is just the introduction. We have another dissection class on Thursday. Gotta prepare ourselves with the arteries, veins, nerves of scalp oh also skull bones.

Studies

2011-09-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hello!

Did I mentioned we also have classes on Saturday? Grrrhhhhh don't even have time to lag around. Iye-iye je padahal esok nak pergi Mangalore. So I need to complete the practical manuals ( Physiology and Histology) by today and do the revision on the topic of skull, scalp, gigi ha ape lagi? At least I can breathe a sigh of relief tomorrow. Takde la nanti lepas balik dari Mangalore menangis tertekan sebab tak paham-paham ape benda lah supraorbital tu. Belajar dulu, bergembira kemudian kehkehkeh.

Here the lecturers are going so fast. We need to be super quick in taking notes, listen to the lecturer, and sometimes give response all at the same time. Dulu kat KMS, salin nota lama gila sampai 10minit pon cikgu tunggu. Keras bicep aku asyik tulis note dengan kelajuan yang maksimum.

Preparation before class is a must or else, aku pandang orang sebelah, orang sebelah pandang aku, kita sama-sama tak tahu. Pastu kena buat muka berpura-pura tahu. Lecturers are expecting us to read prior to class. Diorang akan cakap laju-laju macam lah kita hafal semua nama nerve dalam kepala.

Revision after class is a must too. If not you will not understand a thing in the next class. Also they like to ask questions regarding on the previous lessons. Tanya muka serius, cuak tak cuak pulak kan. The other day, the dean came to our class and asked someone "what did you learn just now?" Perghhhh nasib baik bukan aku yang kena.

Some of my textbooks

For dental students we have 6 subjects for the first year: Anatomy, Physiology, Biochemistry, Oral Biology, Dental Materials & Technology, Preclinical Prosthodontics.

Nak tahu MBBS student belajar berapa subjek? Tiga.

So let's not be bias on dental students and say something like " Dentistry ok la sikit dari medic tak susah sangat". Agak-agak la nak cakap macam tu. Terguris hati aku kehkehkeh. But for anatomy they cover whole body, while BDS learn head and neck region, brain and if i'm not mistaken also thorax.

Oh haritu practical Oral Biology kena carve wax block. Dah la susah (can cut your own hand while carving), pastu wax block aku jatuh atas lantai, terpatah dua. Depress betul, kena buat measurement balik, carve balik grhhhhh.

Bye. Kena revise.

PS: Sometimes tak faham apa lecture cakap eg: lecturer cakap 'mota'. Aku terpinga-pinga pebenda lah pulak tu rupa-rupanya 'motor'.

PS: Suka dengar lecturer cakap Hindi. Very soothing

Hostel room

2011-09-22T22:41:00.005+08:00

Greeting from India.

Finally! I get my own internet connection and that was after a hassle to the main office, financial counter, to the bank, and to the main office again. Complicated ayte? So far the connection is okay, at least lagi laju la dari broadband tata docomo yang kena bayar INR 2250 for first time installment. I am using the hostel internet connection or simply called I-ON which cost me INR 800 for 2 months. It's cheaper, so why invest for some other thing which cost a fortune.

Oh here is some photos of my room.

This is the view from my 7th floor room. No beautiful gardens and bla bla, only construction is there. Oh there's also Mandavi Emerald, quite a nice building.

Study desk, bed, bla bla. See the big window there. Sometimes, I can see someone outside, the construction guys. There's something( I don't know the name) that lift them up to the 14th floor. Kadang-kadang terkejut gile sebab tetiba nampak orang kat tingkap.

Left: Sink and cabinet for food stuff. Right: Bathroom.

Read Anatomy for 5 minutes then I fall on the bed. It's not boring, it's confusing. Lots of nerves and bones grhhhhh to memorize.

The wardrobe. So big one, so few clothes. That's why lah I took bus to Udupi and bought some kurta. Hihihihi.

Oh we can also ask for room cleaning service. Nanti diorang datang sapu, mop bilik, lap meja, bersihkan tandas, buang sampah.

Gonna write about studies later. Bye

PS: It's freaking cold in my room!

PS: I think monsoon is over. No rain, only sun. I wonder how hot it could be

My very first Indian experience

2011-09-14T23:05:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan hello semua!

I'm in good condition despite of the Indian weather. Dah lama gila tak online sebab bilik takde internet connection sebab tak register internet lagi. Sekarang online guna broadband Anis. Dia dah beli harga dalam Rs 2000 rasanya.

Shopping
I do shopping every day! Banyak gila duit habis. Dalam 6 hari ni dah spend Rs9000 kot. Tapi memang la awal-awal ni nak kena beli banyak barang; stabiliser, adapter. Nasib baik tak beli adapter kat Malaysia sebab adapter kat sini Rs 30 je. Dalam RM2. Kat Msia RM 22+.

Road

Kereta, bas motosikal suka honk non-stop. Kecoh gile. Naik auto pergi Udupi Rs90. Naik bas Rs6. Tadi nak balik Manipal naik bas. Very Indian background I tell you. Dah nama pon India . Dalam bas ramai local, tapi bukan lah bersempit-sempit gile tu. Biasa je macam naik bas kat Msia. Pastu background lagu Hindi, hujan renyai-renyai. Experience baru, best la jugak

Food

OK lah. Kat food court ada je kedai Asian flavour. Macam-macam ada; mee goreng mamak, nasi goreng pataya, nasi goreng kampung, mee hoon. Harga dalam Rs 45-60. Bila dah bosan makan kat situ pergi makan kat Snack shack. Milkshake dia sedap jugak la. Harga Rs 20-30. Then tadi pergi beli rice cooker kat Udupi. Harga Rs 990. Kongsi 4 orang dengan Izni, Aisyah, Anis. Dah masak pon tadi, beli beras bla bla. Aku lah yang masak rendang ayam kehkehkeh. Yang lain tolong makan je. Hihhihi

Weather

Hujan hari-hari kat sini. So kena bawak payung pergi mana-mana. Takde la panas sangat India ni. Tapi bila jalan-jalan berpeluh jugak. Matahari tak terik pon

Hostel

Kalau perempuan duduk kat New International Hostel. Single room, fully furnished, ada aircond, ada kipas, attached bathroom. Tak tau nak letak barang apa sebab banyak sangat rak, compartment etc. Tapi kat bilik takde ventilation, harap tingkap je besar tapi takleh bukak. Susah nak keringkan baju kalau basuh. So I opt for laundry.

Laundry

One piece kena charge Rs5. Yang ni hand wash, dry, iron, lipat. Baju hantar semalam tak dapat lagi. Khamis baru dapat. Kalau machine wash 20helai Rs120.

Handphone

My Blackberry went wrong. Menyampah! Susah nak call orang, dah la bilik asing-asing. So semalam pergi beli phone Samsung yang cikai je lah. Takpe asal leh call text, alarm. Senang bangun Subuh. Harga phone tu Rs1000.

Solat

Subuh 5.09, Zohor 12.38, Asar 3.44, Maghrib 6.38, Isya 7.51. Pukul 6.30pm dah gelap. Pukul 6am dah terang.

Gonna write next time. Bye

PS: RM 1= Rs14.7

Selamat hari raya

2011-09-04T12:45:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hello semua!

Masih tak terlambat, selamat hari raya! Maaf zahir batin.

Raya kita takde la meriah sangat, biasa-biasa je. Raya awak macam mana?

1 Syawal

Masih kat rumah tak balik kampung lagi. Jadi malam tu kitorang buat BBQ RAYA! Best makan ayam 10 ketul, beef dengan ikan bakar. Jangan jealous. Malam sunyi gile yelah semua orang dah balik beraya kan. Tinggal kitorang je buat BBQ sampai 2 pagi. Lepastu tengok cerita hantu hamek kau tidur malam tak tidur lampu. Penakut!

Pagi esoknya solat raya kat surau dekat rumah je. Malas nak pergi Masjid Putra. Balik sembahyang raya, makan lah kan ape lagi. Petang pukul 6 baru gerak Seremban. Beli lemang tepi jalan. Masin gila lemang kau! Malam kat kampung main game lah kan haha. Ramai pulak lah beronline. Tak cam siput pulak internet.

2 Syawal

Ape benda lah pagi-pagi bising lagu BoboiBoy. Nak tidur pon tak lena! Mesti budak kecik tu tengok TV. Dah tengok kat tv pastu nak tengok lagi tu kat lappy aku pulak. Nak pulak aku simpan boboiboy dalam lappy. Tapi layan aje lah budak tu, bukak tengok kat youtube. Tengah hari pergi raya kat Rembau. Petang raya rumah Nek Cik kat Seremban.

3 Syawal

Raya rumah Mak Teh kat Seremban lepas tu terus balik Putrajaya.

4 Syawal

Raya kat rumah. Main game dari pagi sampai malam like lama gile i tell you.

5 Syawal

Semalam. Kita dah cerita kat entry before ni.

Tak banyak gambar raya pon. ni jelah ada.

Mood: Maroon 5's Sunday Morning. I know sekarang dah noon. Tapi ni dah tulis pagi tadi baru je nak publish sekarang. Walaupun tak raining kena dengar jugak sempena hari ahad. Hari Jumaat dengar apa pulak? Rebecca Black lah weyy.

PS: My favourite pink botol air tertinggal dalam kereta Zac semalam!

Raya, shopping, packing

2011-09-04T00:45:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hello semua!

Hari ni Zac and Pdah datang raya kat rumah. Aku bangun awal pulak tu 7.30 sebab excited kawan nak datang tapi penat tunggu diorang. Alaa bangun awal, macam lah masak kan. Memang tak dapat la der. Janji 11.30, 12.30 baru sampai. Makan-makan sekejap pastu pergi Alamanda.

Pukul 2 pergi rumah Izni jadi tetamu first wooooo. Macam biasa bab makan aku memang tak malu, dah pulak memang datang masa sesuai time orang ramai takde lagi haa memang melantak banyak la. Zac ngan Pdah tak makan banyak, diorang tengok aku makan je. Takpe biarkan, mereka yang rugi!

Then pergi rumah Pdah pulak. Makan laksa. Makan lagi! Makan je la yang aku pandai buat dengan main games. Pastu balik rumah, sampai-sampai je mak aku ajak pergi shopping. Duh ni yang malas sebab aku penat ngantuk. Ingatkan balik nak tidur tapi pergi je lah. Eye bag mata aku yelah bangun awal pagi kan.

Hari ni FOOD SHOPPING! My food stock weigh heavier than me you know. Doa-doa la nanti tak lebih limit. Beli Brahim's tak banyak pulak kan. Kuah asam pedas, masak merah la, rendang daging ayam bagai. Nak tergelak pulak aku, macam lah nak masak. Takpe mana tau aku rajin nanti kan. Tak payah nak pikir bukan-bukan. Aku pandai masak kot, sedap pulak tu. Lagipun first year duduk hostel memang takleh masak pon tapi aku ingat nk smuggle je electric cooker.

Pastu nanti doa-doa la rendang ayam aku tak kena rampas kat airport sebab daging2 ni kan strict sikit. Tapi aku dengar cerita memang cam tak lepas pon. Ah takpe korang doa je, aku tahu doa korang ni makbul. Pleaseee lah jangan rampas, meratap kat airport nanti. Pastu aku akan pastikan tangisan aku menghantui security ke kastam officer tu.

Shopping pen shopping kertas shopping barang lain pastu singgah makan murtabak singapore. Sampai rumah pukul 11. Barang bersepah kat bilik! Malas nak masuk bag lagi sebab nanti mesti nak kena keluarkan balik. K penat bye

Sidenote: Gediks bed sheet pon nak beli baru. Tak jumpa adapter India tadi, kena cari tempat lain. Beli vacuum bag salah size. Besar gile like gedabaks. I pon boleh muat kahkahkah.

In the midst of leaving

2011-09-02T17:41:00.004+08:00

Omaigod it's Sept 2 already! I've been out of track lately, maybe I'm busy with food(and games). Time flies so fast and now I realize I have 6 more days left. There's a long to-do list.

1. Sort out documents (financial statement, accommodation, certificate of admission bla bla)

2. Make copies of document (passport)

3. Packing! (Haven't start anything yet)

4. Food shopping, stationery shopping and shopping

5. Apply MAS Grad card

6. Get more passport-sized photo

I have more actually. Nevermind la. Above all I need to EAT so that I can do all these things. I am human, I need energy!

I AM SO CONNECTED

2011-08-10T22:19:00.004+08:00

Jadi, pagi tadi pergi Straits Trading Building dekat dengan Central Market tu sebab nak pergi buat visa. Many Indian, of course lah, the environment very much alike. Mungkin itu teaser untuk aku. LOL. Takde lama sangat buat visa tu, sekejap je. Tapi kena marah dengan orang tu! Sebab aku sembang-sembang dengan sangat khusyuknya bersama Izni sampai nombor giliran terlepas.

Then, kat stesen UKM aku jumpa dengan 2 postgraduate students dari India. What a coincidence. I mean, I'm going to India insyaAllah and they're coming to Malaysia. Feel like am so connected to India already. ROFL. Sembang-sembang lah sekejap sementara tunggu ayah aku sampai.

X: Macam mana nak pergi UKM?

A: Nanti ada bas datang, naik bas tu la.

Bla bla bla bla.........

X: HUKM kat sini jugak ke?

A: Oh tak bukan kat sini.

X: Kitorang ni postgraduate student nak buat specialize. Patut pergi UKM ke HUKM?

A: Emmmmm lupa pulak aku cakap apa. (Errrrrr seriously aku bukannya nye tahu itinerary diorang pon)

Bla bla bla bla .............

A: Oh so you're from India?

X: Yep

A: Oh I'm going to India this September.

X: Kat mana?

A: Manipal

Pastu dia tanya la aku buat course apa bla bla bla.....

X: Kenapa tak belajar kat Malaysia je?

A: (Tak ingat apa aku cakap. Tapi aku rasa aku cakap sebab aku dapat scholarship so sponsor hantar pergi sana.)

X: Kalau pergi hospital payah sikit la nanti, patient tak pandai cakap English.

Bla bla bla....

X: Nanti turun kat mana?

A: Bangalore

X: Oh Bangalore is a nice city.

A: *Muka delighted* (Aku nak je cakap okay wait and see. HAHA tapi memang aku dengar cerita Bangalore tu okay la jugak)

Bla bla bla......

A: Ok bye ayah saya dah sampai

X: Goodluck bla bla bla

Semestinya aku dah ubah bahasa. Takkan la datang dari India tahu cakap Melayu pulak kan. They're really nice people. Siap cakap goodluck bagi ucapan lagi tau. INDIA, HERE I COME. InsyaAllah kalau umur panjang.

Sidenote: Referring to what bony had blogged. Aku tak rasa inferior pon dengan orang lain yang sambung MBBS kat UK, Ireland though some may look down kat students MBBS/ BDS India. Actually, memang masa aku mintak SPC MARA pon aku tulis essay nak pergi Manipal. Kenapa eh aku pilih Manipal, pelik pulak tah mana la dapat idea macam tu. Dan aku dapat, dan aku tak rasa menyesal dan tak rasa sedih sebab tak dapat placement yang gah-gah. Lagipun aku twinning programme kot. Nanti sambung Malaysia. Perghhhhhh best beno belajar Malaysia, takde la jauh dari rumah hehe. Cuma yang tak best tu elaun sebulan sikit beno nye la. Jauh beza dari elaun kat India.

I AM HIV NEGATIVE. YOU?

2011-08-09T13:05:00.005+08:00

Tadi pergi medical check up kat Az-zahrah. Ce teka berat aku. Ce teka ce teka. HAHA. Kena berusaha ni bagi lagi kurus. Tapi berat sekarang kalau nak donate blood pon tak lepas. Tu la yang problem. Dah la aku suka menderma, seronok kot nurse amek darah 2 beg. Masalah sekarang ni apesal tinggi aku makin kurang. Last 2 years aku pergi tinggi aku 149cm. Tadi pergi jadi 147cm pulak. Aishhhhhhhhh. Makin lama makin pendek.

Alhamdulillah semua normal. Hepatitis B negative, HIV negative. Blood pressure pon okay! Kecuali sight aku la. Right dapat 6/12. Left 6/9. I know there's something wrong with my vision. Sebabnye masa kat lecture hall dulu aku memang takleh nampak pon apa yang cikgu tulis kat depan. Mata kanan problem! Tapi masa test tadi aku konfiden je cakap kuat-kuat apa yang aku nampak. Tengok-tengok markah teruk. Macam buat kuiz Biology pulak.

Mula-mula pagi tadi aku memang malas beno nak keluar. Yelah pagi-pagi aku memang suka duduk rumah. Kalau tahu kenapa bagus lah. Esok nak keluar lagi, khamis nak keluar lagi, jumaat nak keluar lagi. Semua pagi-pagi!

Oh btw tadi x-ray aku tengok spine tu macam makin bengkok pulak. Eh macam mana nak follow up nanti eh, nak refer case kat India boleh ke. FYI I had 8 chest x-ray already and more to come. Am so reactive!

Have you flossed your teeth?

2011-08-01T21:51:00.001+08:00

Haha don't take it literally cause I'm not talking about the good of it right now. By the way, it's for your oral health, might be beneficial if you consider it. Does sound like a dentist, huh? LOL

Actually, it just popped out of my head when I checked my mail earlier today. Guess what? I've already received the offer letter from Manipal. Read it thousand times , I tell you. Well maybe I was hyped up by Certificate of Admission for BDS. Who doesn't? All praises to Allah, Alhamdulillah. Oh another note, I've been issued a summon to MARA HQ on Thursday for the briefing regarding on the matter. Thank goodness I live in central because all processes happen to be in KL including the visa etc. Those outside KL would be in hurry because we're given a short notice. Plus, I think we have to go KL several times until we have settled all the requirements. Just imagine how much they will spend on the transportation cost especially those from Kelantan and Perlis. But I think it worth spending, you can meet me at HQ what haha.

I have another big issue right now. I've been studied the annual academic calendar that was posted together with the offer letter. I'm frightened just by looking at it. It's like I've been given a cold stare by the paper. Sigh. We have 4 blocks and study time before the university exam. Will I able to do this? I mean BDS would be much harder than IB, well at least that's what I think and with my otak berkarat. Worry, yes I am. But another side of me tells not to fret, just focus on my studies. Will it be that simple? Certainly, if I seek help from Allah. After all He is the Most Gracious.

Vacation is the only thing that put me on ease right now. We have mid term vacation on February for 3 weeks and annual vacation on August until September which is about 1 and half month. Taj Mahal, anyone? Haha tak habis-habis lagi kisah Taj Mahal aku ni. Of course lah that is epic you know erghhhhhh.

Sidenote: Jangan lupa sahur, kerana sahur itu membezakan puasa umat Islam dengan orang Yahudi.

Ahlan Wasahlan Ramadhan

2011-08-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for giving me to sip another breath of life and good health, without these nikmat I cannot meet this month full of barakah. Thank you Allah. I hope this month will bring me closer to HIM and I hope it will last for the following months to the day my life is taken back. Ya Allah may I get your Blessings and I seek abstinence from wrong doing and maksiat. Selamat berpuasa semua!

IB GRADUATION 2011

2011-07-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

- It is absolutely one of the beautiful memories in college year, particularly as an IB student.

- Had a great time with parents, friends and teachers and yeah certainly FOOD!

- Seronoknya jumpa kawan-kawan. I miss them already! Afiq and Syafique don't even say hi. Penat je aku jerit panggil diorang tapi tak dengar.

- Our Nikon dead merely after the ceremony had started. So I have no collection of photos except from friends' camera. Temah cakap gambar aku lagi banyak dari gambar dia padahal itu kamera dia. Well, it tells how much I love camwhoring, buat muka comel. Alaaaa tapi memang comel pon apa nak kisah. HAHAHAHAHA. But I cannot upload any photo.

- I wore maroon baju kebaya and 2 and half inches shoes. I break the dress code hihi. Tapi boleh je naik pentas. We're supposed to wear baju kurung berpesak and shoes not more than 1 and half inches.

- Parents bought me a bouquet of flowers with nerd teddy bear wearing graduation robe. Kami grad takde robe pon. Tapi takpe, kalau pakai robe nanti tak nampak kebaya glamour aku tu. LOL

- The ceremony held at Royale Bintang Hotel. The most 'gah' hotel in Seremban. First time masuk tauuu, selalunya dapat bau lobi dia yang bau sedap tu je.

- Alhamdulillah everything went well. Seronok 180 degree.

- Dapat goodie bag. For girls dapat pashmina, boys dapat tie. And plus college magazine. It stinks, I don't like it. Boleh tak gambar kelas A-level ada warna, gambar kelas IB takde warna. Even A-level junior classes pon gambar berwarna yet IB senior no colour when it's supposed to be our magazine, our magazine!!!!!!!

- Tak berpeluang jumpa Pn X. Cari tapi tak jumpa sedih wuuuu. Haritu masa pergi kolej pon Pn X tak dapat jumpa, pergi conference kat Brisbane. One of my favourite teacher, we love gossiping! HAHA

- InsyaAllah panjang umur jumpa lagi kawan-kawan, cikgu-cikgu. Can't wait to see friends again. Jumpa nanti pre-departure talk, insyaAllah hihihihihihihhi. Cepat lah MARA, please.

FRIENDS AND OUTING

2011-07-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

- Hari ni keluar dengan kawan-kawan sekolah.

- Aku ajak satu kelas, tapi aku tahu bukan semua free macam aku.

- Jadi hanya ada 6 orang je datang.

-Tapi takpe, kuantiti tidak penting. Yang penting kualiti.

- Aku cakap jumpa pukul 11 pagi kat Mid Valley.

- Tapi aku datang lewat 1 jam 30 minit. Kesian kat Aina yang dah tunggu sejak pukul 10.45am. Tapi dia cakap takpe sebab dia pergi minum, make-up kat Shisheido.

- Aku bukanlah tak menepati masa. Train yang lambat datang. Kena tukar 2 train you know. Betapa susahnya hidup kat pedalaman. LOL

- Pukul 10.30 pagi aku call Aina, aku masih kat rumah. Tapi aku cakap aku on the way. LOL

- Sampai-sampai saja, aku ditegur 2 lelaki "Adik, adik sesat ke?"

- Mereka tu rupa-rupanya classmate aku. Kemudian diorang cakap aku pendek. Tapi aku buat bodoh je, sebab dah biasa dilayan sebegitu rupa. HAHAHA

- Kemudian pergi Kenny Rogers. Masuk pukul 12.45, keluar pukul 2. Memang lama sebab kami borak-borak lama tak jumpa.

- Oh ya, jam pdah memang unik dan aku seperti biasa terjakun.

- Kemudian solat. Tiba-tiba Maisaarah pulak muncul. Dia kena ejek jugak. Biasa lah budak laki memang suka membahan perempuan.

- Selepas itu, kami main bowling 1 game je sebab Aina nak balik awal.

- Kemudian, bla bla bla bla then Asyur belanja Baskin Robbins. Seperti biasa sedap sebab orang belanja. Tapi mana mungkin kesedapannya menandingi sundae Wendy's.

- Then Maisarah dan aku balik. Hasif datang lepas kami balik. Lambat sangat jadi kami pon balik lah. Lagipun Maisarah ada program kat uni, jadi tak boleh tunggu. Aku pulak tak nak stay dengan mereka sebab aku akan berseorangan lepas Maisarah balik. Bahaya, nanti akan diejek secara bertubi-tubi dengan classmate lelaki.

- Seperti biasa duit belanja disponsor oleh ayah aku. Semenjak berhenti sekolah ni, memang papa kedana, elaun tak masuk.

- Oh ye, kami juga usha2 luggage. Ye la Che nak fly UK kan. Ada satu spinner luggage besar tu murah je RM380+. Lebih murah la compare dengan luggage lain yang sama size macam tu. Selalunya harga luggage of that size around RM500 - RM1000++.

2011-07-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

It's weird that I totally forgot about Rebecca Black this very Fri-day. But not tonight ergghhhhhhhh. So I'm writing to express my anger to Blogger for making such bloody frigging policies and now I'm no longer can uploads any photo. I'm so piss off right now! Whoever might be behind all of this shit, I hope you jump off the bridge. OK, I'm done.

So, I've been making batter to make chocolate crepes this morning. Eventually, it didn't turn as I want it to be. It makes me think that I'm not in a good term with pan so I decided to use waffle maker instead. And yeah BOOOOOOOO to blogger for not allowing me to upload my masterpiece. What a disappointment!

Alohomora

2011-07-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

If I gesture my magic wand and perform the spell right this time, guess what I want to unlock? I'm good at this seriously I warn you, first year lesson LOL. Neither the coolest as Piertotum Locomotor nor deadly as Avada Kedavra, yet it is on top of my favourite spell. Yep I know selain aku, moon mumunn pun memang terer gileee spell ni. Boleh bukak macam-macam. Haha.

They say it's going to be mental. Indeed, it's staggering! Need not to put any review as everybody knows the story line and perhaps I am the last person on earth to have seen it in theater. Namun begitu jika ada sesiapa yang tak tengok lagi jangan berasa terlalu LOSEEEEEERRR. Takpe kita satu geng, aku pon tak pernah tengok Nora Elena lagi. Haha. I give 9 out of 10. Hilang satu markah sebab boleh pulak tetiba the audio dead and the screen went black. Ergggghhhhhh. Lucky they took less than 30 seconds to fix that, otherwise I would grow ekor beruk on them. LOL

Shall we have another Harry Potter's marathon? Up to you. Tengok banyak-banyak kali pon takde nye dapat masuk Hogwarts tu. Jadi silalah jangan berangan. Namun begitu, pastikan anda menonton Malaysia vs Chelsea esok. Amri Yahyah bakal beraksi yawwwwww. Haha.

Sidenote: Asyik lawan bola je, jom kita lawan Quidditch pulak nak tak

CASE 1: PLAY HOOKY

2011-07-19T17:48:00.002+08:00

I spent 5 years in boarding school and always had one thought hovering in mind. Sometimes I think it would be lots easier if I go to day school - senang nak ponteng sekolah. I wonder who is in the same boat as I during those five years and dreading pikir pasal nak ponteng sekolah.

Aku selalu fikir "Ahhh bestnya kalau pergi sekolah biasa, kalau taknak pergi sekolah tak payah nak kena minta kebenaran cikgu". Kalau duduk asrama rasa macam malas nak pergi sekolah, kena pergi office cakap sakit, lepas tu kalau dapat kebenaran baru boleh pergi sick bay. Pastu nak pergi office kena mandi dulu, pakai baju sopan-sopan macam nak pergi kelas tu. Susah beno nak pontengnya. Kalau takde alasan munasabah memang harapan la, takdenye dapat berehat seharian. Kena la jugak pergi kelas belajar Sejarah. Nasib baik subjek favourite.

Kalau duduk rumah senang, tak payah nak deal dengan cikgu. Aku tengok adik aku ponteng sekolah gila kacang. Takyah bangun pagi, pastu buat-buat sakit. Esok bagi je la surat sebab tak datang. Surat pulak memang mak aku dah buat. Tukar tarikh dengan nama je pas tu print. Padahal aku tengok dia sihat je, segar bugar siap boleh mengOnline lagi. Rupa-rupanya kerja sekolah tak siap. Kalau macam tu, hari-hari lah aku tak pergi sekolah.

Senang! Tak payah nak deal dengan orang office. Aku cakap aku pening kepala, Pn Y pegang dahi pastu cakap "Ehh tak panas pon". Memang laaa wokk aku pening bukan demam. Grrrrhhhhh. Tapi itu aku memang tipu pun. Dah tu kena busted dengan penolong pengetua tak pergi kelas. Memang kantoi kaw kaw punya. Dia masuk asrama datang bilik aku kot, aku pulak tidur lena gila. Takkan nak mengaku bersalah wok. Bagi white lie sikit la kan. Pikir balik perghhhh dah la baru form 3. Pengalaman busted masa form 4 paling kelakar. Tapi tak payah la nak cerita. Cerita ni kekal sampai aku masuk kolej kot. Orang yang tahu dok gelak-gelak kat aku. Haissshhh nak buat macam mana.

Masa kat kolej aku malas nak pergi kelas tapi mana boleh tidur dalam bilik macam tu je. Reputasi kena jaga, nanti cikgu-cikgu tanya. Jadi aku pergi jumpa Pn X cakap, "Saya tak cukup tidur semalam, saya nak pergi sick bay". Dialog lebih kurang la cuma aku cakap Inggeris masa tu kahkahkah, takkan nak bagi sebiji-sebijik nanti orang tiru tips ponteng sekolah aku. LOL. Surprisingly Pn X cakap OK. Aku show up satu kelas je, tu pon sebab aku ada presentation wajib buat. Then terus pergi sick bay dengan Anis. Alasan dia bagi Pn X, Sakit perut. Gagagaggagagagagga.

Sidenote: Tapi sekarang aku dah tak pikir nak ponteng kelas pun. Sebab aku rasa belajar tu seronok. Anyway, patut bersyukur dapat pergi sekolah bagus-bagus. Tengok je la kat pedalaman Malaysia ni, nak pergi sekolah pon kena naek bot pagi-pagi redah hujan panas terik matahari. Kan susah tu, nanti jadi macam ni baru menyesal. Alhamdulillah kondisi belajar aku sangat baik.

15 facts about me

2011-07-19T07:26:00.004+08:00

or is it 15 facts about myself? or is it 15 facts about I? Which one of these is grammatically correct?

1. I'm a cheapskate tapi aku tak la kedekut sangat walaupun ye kadang-kadang aku kedekut.

2. Aku pandai buat brownies. Pandai tak bermakna sedap tapi boleh tahan la. Lebih kurang macam Chocolate Lava Cake Domino's tu. Pernah rasa? Tak sedap sangat pon, takde la bau masyuk macam Famous Amos, Mrs Higgins ke kan. Tak makan pon ketagih.

3. I don't wear heels. I read so many articles on The Net about the health concerns so I decided not to. Tapi kadang-kadang I put it on jugak sebab peer pressure!

4. I have mild scoliosis. Make it one of the reasons I'm not fond of high heels. Aku juga merasakan sistem sekolah di Malaysia patut buat screening untuk detect scoliosis bagi pelajar sejak dari sekolah rendah lagi supaya mereka aware dengan spine mereka. Namun begitu aku tak tahu kos yang akan ditanggung oleh kerajaan, tu aku pakai suggest je. Hihihihi.

Kadang-kadang aku suffer serious back pain terutamanya masa kat kolej. Sebab aku rajin bebeno study sampai sakit belakang. Ke sebab aku rajin beno tidur sampai sakit belakang?? LOL

5. Aku tak pernah makan pancake McD. Sila kesian kat aku. Atau sila belanja aku. LOL

6. Aku tak suka public speaking. Aku paling tak suka saat-saat cemas semasa nak pergi ke depan orang ramai. Namun begitu aku takde la sampai malu-malu kucing nak pergi cakap depan orang.

7. Aku suka makanan free. Alaa sape tak suka

8. I use Elizabeth Arden Green Tea and Heiress by Paris Hilton. Aku tak pakai cap ayam. Kahkah but I don't use the high-end either because I can't afford any from Hermes, Christian Dior, Prada, Andy Warhol Montauk by Bond No.9. Apatah lagi Allure Parfum by Chanel. 15 ml kejadah sampai RM571??? Kalau 100ml takpe lah jugak. Memang cam haram mahal. FYI, Heiress tu pemberian kakak aku.

9. Kalau aku cakap nak tidur 10 minit, tengoklah lagi 10 jam baru aku bangun. ROFL.

10. Buat masa sekarang aku tak jatuh hati pada mana-mana lelaki kecuali laki tua seperti George Clooney, Daniel Craig dan Johnny Depp.

11. Aku pakai Palmers Cocoa Butter Lip Balm yang mana harganya jauh lagi murah dari lip balm yang abang aku guna. Dehekkkk. Mungkin dia ingat dia artis K-pop. LOL

12. Aku amat tidak menggemari puding jagung, ais krim jagung, air jagung. Entah kenapa rasanya sangat pelik bila jagung dibuat jadi perisa makanan. Namun begitu aku boleh je telan jagung yang original.

13. Aku pernah berjalan jauh gila dari Fakulti Geologi sampai entrance UM tengah-tengah terik matahari. Sebabnya aku dengan Anis malas nak naik teksi sebab takut mahal. Rupa-rupanya naik teksi 4ringgit je boleh pergi sampai LRT Universiti. Maknanya hanya 2ringgit sorang!! Alaa masa tu umur baru 16, nak bayar RM2 tu kira mahal lah. Tapi sekarang nah amek 300, bagi sunglasses Guess satu! Hahahaha.

14. Setiap hari aku akan pastikan aku minum sekurang-kurangnya 1200ml plain water. Macam mana aku buat? Isi air dalam botol pink polka dot aku lah, senang takyah asyik nak pergi dapur. Semasa di kolej, aku bawak botol plastik air mineral 1.5L pergi kelas, hari-hari beli kat koop sebotol Rm1.60. Namun begitu setelah aku sedar bahawa bawak botol plastik beso tu memang tak stylo langsung dan so yesterday, aku buat keputusan untuk beli botol pink comel polka dot kat Jusco. Of course lah bukan guna duit aku. Kehkehkeh T__________T

15. Hari ni aku bangun AWAL GILAA sebab aku nak bukak message FB, nak salin no. account bank kawan aku, sebab aku nak bank in kan cek dia. Namun begitu kerana terlalu asyik berOnline, aku terlupa nak bagi cek tu kat ayah aku masa ayah nak pergi kerja. Blearghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nak tidur balik pon takde selera.

Bonus fact: I do house chores eg basuh baju, angkat baju, lipat baju, masak lunch, basuh pinggan. Haha saja nak market. Harap-harap ada makcik-makcik baca, boleh buat aku jadi menantu. HAHAHHAHHA. Namun begitu, aku jarang-jarang sekali sapu sampah. LOL siap bonus fact. Pffffftt.

First Attempt: Kek Batik

2011-07-18T20:34:00.007+08:00

How irony it is! I'm complaining and being so grumpy about my weight yet I'm stuffing myself with sugary food. Patut tak kurus-kurus. Nevertheless I am so content with myself as this is my first ever attempt making kek batik. Tepuklah tangan kuat-kuat LOL.

The most sedap-est kek batik ever

Sanggup aku bangun pagi-pagi sebab nak buat kek batik ni. Hebat kan! Walau aku rasa macam loser jugaklah sebab ni first time. Padahal budak asrama wajib pandai buat kek batik ni sebab nanti boleh jual kat bazaar ramadhan sebelah dewan makan. Macam takde benda lain nak jual grhhhhh. Tapi, tak payah nak P-O-Y-O korang dah pernah buat kek batik 1000 kali. Sebab kek batik first time aku nih SEDAP GILAAAAA.

As soon as the kek batik is ready, I video-called my sistah yang telah perturunkan ilmu membuat kek batik kat aku. Mestilah kena bangga okayy. Haha padahal nak buat senang gila bukannya macam nak buat sushi pon. Nak kena pandai pilih ikan yang sesuai pastu harga mahal gila sekor sampai $40k. Nak potong ikan ada cara, nak kena tahu bila isi ikan tu dah sesuai untuk buat sushi. Haa ni bukan sushi 4ringgit 5posen jual kat Carrefour tu eh, ni sushi sedap kaw kaw punya. Dan lepas tu aku perturunkan ilmu kek batik kat adik aku pulak sebab dia merayu suruh aku ajar. Nampak sangat sedap gila. Dah macam TOP CHEF pulak aku ni. Hihihi.

2011-07-17T18:36:00.002+08:00

I had durian feast and now I feel like jumping to my bed for hours because I feel hot inside. I eat too much! Poor me that I can't resist the temptation. Akibatnya sekarang rasa nak demam. I must drink plenty of plain water for the remedy.

I'm wondering if I have that much will to go for a jog tomorrow morning. Because when it comes to morning I almost always lose. Grrrrrhhhh. I start to worry about my weight. Tak boleh terima if I go beyond 45.

Strawberry and the hot day

2011-07-16T00:02:00.005+08:00

I miss going to the place where I can get a pack of strawberry for 99cents. Above all, I miss the sour yet fresh and succulent taste of it.

How cheap it is kan kan though it would still be out of my range since I left home penniless. Haishh

Friday left me with so many thoughts and yep Rebecca Black included. I kept humming 'friday friday bla bla'. It caught in my mind even if I'm not voicing it out gila ahh. Seriously don't mistaken me as a fan because I'm not.

Sidenote: Malaysia is getting hot! I won't probably be out in scorching sunny day as it gives me headache. And now what? Jerebu pulak. Tell me in what circumstances could I be able to have my own strawberry farm? Okay lah I know it sounds sooooo over the top, satu pokok in my backyard pon jadi lah. When? When? coz I'm not moving to Cameron Highlands.

Trip around the world

2011-07-11T21:57:00.011+08:00

These past few days I've been studying world map. Geez. Mungkin kerana aku anak emas cikgu Geografi masa dulu-dulu. Haha. Atau mungkin kerana aku rasa peta dunia adalah sangat menarik bila aku tahu Colombia adalah sebuah negara, British Columbia pula sebuah tempat kat Canada, Colombo sebuah tempat kat Sri Lanka, Riyadh capital Arab Saudi. If I'm not taking Dentistry as my major, I might consider Bachelor of Arts in Geography and Environmental Studies. This is serious hihi. In fact dulu aku fikir kalau aku tak lepas IB memang aku nak enroll dalam field yang macam ni lah. Tapi mungkin Allah dah bagi rezeki aku untuk buat dentistry jadi alhamdulillah laaa. Cita-cita kot sejak tingkatan dua. Heheeee.

Dan kerana kita dah seronok melihat peta, jadi semestinya kita akan berangan nak pergi tempat yang best dan seronok dan cantik dan sentimental erghhhh. LOL. Actually I've been longing to go to these places since I was a baby or maybe long before that. Kenyataan ni memang berbaur ketegaran yang melampauan mahu pergi sangat-sangat. Haha.

Tempat-tempat tu semestinya:

1) Taj Mahal

Taj Mahal is one of the UNESCO World Heritage. Semestinya kita perlu melawat selain untuk pergi ambil gambar salam perantauan. LOL

2) Venice

Haishhh ni pengaruh dari Casino Royale lah ni. Daniel Craig pergi jadi aku mesti pergi jugakkk, paham tak? LOL. Dan aku masih tak puas hati kenapa dia perlu menghancurkan Aston Martin tu. Bagi kat aku je boleh tak? Hasishhh. Aku mesti pergi sini sebelum tempat ni tenggelam, jadi sila tenggelam lambat-lambat sikit. Dan sila lah jaga alam sekitar, climate disaster akan menghancurkan impian aku untuk pergi sini.

3) Milan

Fashion capital mestilah wajib dilawat. Sekarang aku sedih kerana tak mampu beli kasut Prada. Takpe kita window shopping aje. Hihi

4) Greece

Banyak muzium kot kat Greece. Mestilah kena pergi, yelah sapa tak suka pergi muzium???? Pelik gilaaaa. Then nak pergi pulau-pulau yang cantik dan snorkelling, pastu nak lompat dari cliff dan berenang dalam lautan. Gagaggagagagga.

4) Great Wall of China

Ahhh aku nak panjat jugak, pastu nak amek gambar banyak-banyak. UNESCO World Heritage juga.

5) Yellowstone National Park

Best lah tempat ni. Boleh camping, tengok haiwan berkeliaran kat padang-padang. Seronoknya!!! Salah satu filming location 2012 kat sini lah. Ingat tak ingat tak? Nak pergi sini sebab terpengaruh dengan Discovery channel.

6) Grand Canyon

Aku nak pergi sini sebab terpengaruh dengan Discovery Channel jugak, series I shouldn't be alive. Selalu sangat lah orang (contohnya: Eagle Scouts) stranded kat sini berhari-hari tanpa makanan, buat SOS tapi takde orang nak perasan, jalan jauh, air takde, dehydrated, kaki patah la tapi tak mati-mati jugak. LOL. Kalau pergi kena jalan kat skywalk atas tu, paatu nak rafting kat Colorado River, boleh tak? Sapa lah nak bawak aku.

7) Legoland Deutschland

Main lego kecik-kecik dulu best kot. Gabung-gabungkan brick, kreatif jugak aku ni hahaha. Jadi bila besar kita kena menjelajah Legoland ni. Kalau boleh nak pergi Legoland kat seluruh dunia, kat Florida, Windor, California. Ada satu Legoland nak bukak kat Malaysia, kat Johor 2012 nanti. Jadi marilah kita serbu ramai-ramai.

8) Mecca dan Madinah

Dan ini adalah tempat yang paling perlu dan WAJIB untuk pergi. InsyaAllah nak pergi jugak suatu hari nanti. Malah ini adalah tempat yang paling aku nak pergi sangat-sangat. Mestilah rasa jealous dengan kawan-kawan yang dah berkali-kali pergi. Bila lah rezeki aku agaknya.

Kesimpulannya, ini tempat-tempat yang aku teringin nak pergi. Kamu pula?

BOOKs AND TVs

2011-07-09T10:47:00.005+08:00

I enjoy my stay at home and surprisingly do not rot in boredom sickness! Yeah I do same things every single day yet not complaining my life is effing boring. I guess I have easy connection to The Net which is not available in college residence. Outdated, yes that's the word I'm searching for.

Sometimes I would spend my day lingering on bed, reading a good book and putting myself into the setting as well. With the gun shooting, villain you don't who, fish hook prick in the thigh, blood and everything, terrorized yes I am but I love it. I also read the same book twice or maybe thrice but never get tired of it. How can I especially when it comes to Mark Haddon's The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time. It certainly worth reading but you might have you own preference.

Oh I have another big plan. I'll resume reading Anna Karenina. I started reading last year but my hectic schedule (yeah you know IB) needed me to put it on halt. I almost reached the last page but now I need to start all over again. Grrrrhhh I lose the plot already. But I remember accurately how it begins. "All happy families resemble one another, each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way". And why exactly it such a big plan? After all it just a book and I don't need to write literary reviews in any case. Hello, I'm done with IB so I'm done with World Literature. So to start with, it's a book by Russian author but of course I read the English translation. It's a classic novel about Russian life which I'm not familiar with. Sometimes it's hard for me to get things through with completely different cultures, different honorifics, different places and bla bla bla. It's an old Russia which might not be the same as modern Russia which again I know little or nothing. So I have this feeling why should I read without understanding as I will lose the contentment. Once read, READ WITH PASSION. (Now, am thinking why I start reading in the first place LOL). In order to have little clues about the culture I need homework to do, google and bla blah. And I need to look at Wiktionary often because sometimes I get confused with the word. For instance, the character refer the meal they have at noon as dinner. Yelah mengikut culture aku, dinner tu makan masa malam. I Googled and found: Originally, dinner referred to the first meal of a two-meal day, a heavy meal occurring about noon. Oh okay. Kalau tak aku selalu je pikir asal la dia dinner masa tengah hari. Haha

Also I spend my day watching Discovery Channel, the best channel ever! Of course Jamie and Adam are my favourite. I love their jokes, it cracks me up. Not forgetting Mike Rowe who are best at making me go EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW but am never quitting his show though. And there is Bear Grylls who helps me with my assignment. I still remember the short play about survival during English Class. I took some of survival tips from his show and we even ate skunk!! (Survival tip: In case of extreme thirst, drink your urine if you can't find any water source. It helps, Bear yang cakap). It was fun mimicking him, kan Sara? Hihihi. It is fun watching especially with family and I like the part where there would be long 'OOOHHHHH', extensive 'WOOWWW' and 'YEKE'. Even watching how they make bread is mind-blowing. We can know a lot form TV too. Sebab tu lah duduk rumah tak boring. Siapa cakap tengok TV takde faedah?

Yesterday I watched Orangutan Island on Animal Planets. The orangutan is soooooo cute macam biri-biri jugak lah. Nama dia Chenchen. Quoted from the narrator, "Despite having vision handicapped, he is the most curios among his classmates". He certainly is! Tengok aje la macam mana dia main dengan benda sekeliling dia. Dia curious dengan kumbang, pastu dia tengok-tengok lah, lepas bosan dia campak dalam sungai. Comel sangat sangat.

A message from Aninal Planet: Every year 1000 orangutans can be saved if their habitat is not destroy for human habitation.

Kesimpulannya GO GREEN!

New Zealand Part 7

2011-07-08T10:04:00.014+08:00

Hari ni maksud aku sebulan lepas, kami pergi Wellington Botanical Garden. Dari Te Aro kami jalan kaki je ke Cable Car Ln hanya berpandukan peta. Ye la aku mana ada iPhone 4, phone buruk aku mana ada map application. Tapi come on lah guna peta kot, gila fuyoooo tak sesat pulak tu. Oh masa ni kakak aku tak ikut tu la kena ada peta, dia suruh pergi jalan sendiri sebab dia still ada kerja, test assignment tak siap lagi. Jauh ke jalan? Jauh jugak kot, tapi jalan sikit amek gambar jadi tak rasa jauh sangat lah. Bersalji ke hari ni? Naaah ini bukan Alaska. LOL

Old Bank Shopping Arcade

Building nampak lama, memang lama la kot. Dari luar nampak kedai-kedai baju macam best, tapi tak masuk. Hari ni bukan nak shopping.

Kemudian, teruskan jalan lagi. Nampak bronze statue kat bawah ni pon nak amek gambar. Ngade-ngade kan. Ada sorang minah salleh ni offer nak amek gambar kami satu family. Baik kan. Heeeeee.

Setelah beberapa lama berjalan sampai lah kat Cable Car Ln. Beli tiket cable car pergi ke Botanical Garden Station.

Three Sisters

Then, aku pergi Cable Car Museum dulu untuk ambil gambar. Agaiiiinnnnnnn? Haha. Ada gift shop jugak, aku pon beli lah Haka pen.

Cable Car Museum

Kemudian barulah bermula pengembaraan kami di Botanic Garden yang berjam-jam sebab besar sangat. Itu pon bukan tengok semua.

Daripada sini nampak lah laut, rumah orang. Memang cantik, Subhanallah.

Before pengembaraan bermula, wajiblah kita ambil map takut tersesat.

Ini gambar kat lookout tinggi gila. Tengok bawah rasa gayat.

Nampak tak rumah-rumah atas bukit tu. Kat Wellington memang macam ni pon. Memang kebanyakannya atas bukit. Macam Greece pulak. Hiihihi

Ini pulak kat garden yang ada banyak kaktus besar-besar. Pokok xerophyte agak nya kat sini.

Kemudian, kami jalan pergi Duck Pond. Comel itik-itik dia.

Duck Pond

Mission utama pergi Botanic Garden ialah nak tengok Lady Norwood Rose Garden. Jalan punya jauh baru lah jumpa, ingat dah sesat.

Pink Rose

Tapi tak cantik sangat sebab sekarang bukan musim betul dia. Jadi Rose Garden tu nampak kosong je. Ada la bunga sikit-sikit. I do love flowers. Do you? Mungkin sebab aku tertarik dengan warna-warni bunga kot. Macam insect pulak. LOL. Kalau pergi Fraser Hill mesti beli bunga daisy dalam pasu tu. Cantik gilaaa warna kuning. Then, bawak pergi kolej, bangga gila ada pokok bunga. Haha. Tapi tunggu la lagi 2 minggu mesti mati. Aku rasa 3 pasu aku bawak, tiga-tiga mati. Haishhhhhh.

Girls with roses

Kemudian setelah penat berjalan, kami pergi Begonia House memang sebelah Rose Garden je. Pergi cafe dia sebab nak minum. Mak ayah minum English Tea, anak-anak comel minum Cappuccino. T________T

English Tea and Cappuccino

Cakap pasal minum-minum ni teringat pulak Chocolate Boutique kat Auckland. Kitorang pergi sebab nak minum jugak. Hihihi.

Chocolate Boutique Cafe- source: Google

Hot chocolate

Aku minum Chocolate Malt. Ok lah jugak dapat free peppermint lagi. Beli chocolate jugak tapi yang kecik-kecik tu je. Harga satu dalam 1 dolar lebih la.

Lepas minum kat Begonia House Cafe tu kami pon patah balik ke tempat Cable Car tadi. Jalan-jalan sambil mengambil gambar. Hihihi.

Then, kakak aku suruh tengok Uni dia jadi kami pon jalan kaki la. Saja-saja nak tengok amek2 gambar.

School of Maori Studies

VUW

Then, kakak aku suruh pergi kat lawn yang mana dia cakap kalau masa hari raya student amek gambar kat situ lah, pastu hantar kat Berita Harian contohnya. Nanti aku nak jugak amek gambar hari raya kat Taj Mahal. Hahahahha.

Lawn

Lepas bergambar, jalan kaki lah balik rumah.
Depan rumah orang pon nak bergambar. Aiyooooo

Penat jugak berjalan, yela dah jalan jauh gila.

Akhirnya dah nak sampai. Yahooooooooooooo.

Kesimpulannya, aku suka bunga. Kau pulak? LOL

IB MAY RESULT 2011 and the atmosphere

2011-07-07T08:49:00.011+08:00

Alhamdulillah I've been granted a good result for my IB exam. It's a joy that I can't be able to describe. Or maybe I'm too lazy to describe. LOL. Yesterday was a mixed-feeling day. I was extremely anxious in the morning, my hands were trembling that I can't hardly typing and it was somewhat creepy when I received latest updates about some of friends results on Facebook. All I realized next, I was holding the receiver and ready to phone my mentor and afterward my Chemistry teacher. Alhamdulillah, I heard what I wanted to hear, they gave me what I want and I know it is all from Allah.

Actually I never expected the result and in fact I'm worried everytime I left the exam hall about a month and half ago. It may be the same for my mother I guess because when she called me to congratulate she said 'banyaknya'. Maybe my semester results had never been that much. Anyway, I'll take that as a compliment ha ha. My total point is 39 including 1 bonus mark since I got a B for ToK and C for EE Math. Whaattttt a 'B' for ToK? That would make me want to write another essay as much as I want to go to Greece. Naah tipu it's a metaphore. LOL. I do hope this success would bring me closer to HIM, not otherwise and I seek refugee from calamities of life and calamities of death. Semoga kejayaan ni akan bagi kebaikan kepada aku di dunia dan akhirat dan juga memberi maanfaat kepada diri aku, ummah dan agama Islam, insyaAllah.

Of course I would be none without my lovely parents and family for the support the give me ceaselessly. Also greatest thanks to helpful teachers, they teach us ALOT and by that I mean ALOT. I don't know what the difference but I mean that. LOL. Plus my circle of friends, our batch the GALLANT FIGHTERS, we really help one another, we learn so many things in our friendship that nothing could replace that even Ipad 2. *Blearghhh* Aku berharap semua persahabatan dan usaha mematangkan diri selama 2 tahun tu dirahmati dan diberkati oleh Allah.

Then last night after the online result could be checked, I felt sad because not all of us share the same joy. If it's possible I want everyone in my batch share the same success, and by that I mean we meet MARA's requirement which is 35 and above. But I know Allah knows everything, He decides the best for his hamba that would be good for now and hereafter. Aku percaya Allah Maha Pemurah. Dia akan beri juga jalan kat kawan-kawan aku yang lain. InsyaAllah kita akan doa sama-sama agar dipermudahkan segala urusan rayuan dan fly tu untuk satu batch. Lagi sedih bila yang tak lepas tu adalah kawan-kawan rapat aku. If I'm not giving any soothing words am truly sorry. I may not be good in giving advice but if there anything I can help or listen, I would be there, insyaAllah.

Tapi aku sangat percaya tak lepas requirement MARA tu bukan bererti gagal, far from that. Jadi aku harap kawan-kawan aku tak rasa mereka gagal. Apa yang aku lihat kat kawan aku walaupun diorang mungkin tak lepas point tu, tapi sepanjang 2 tahun kat KMS banyak mengajar diorang jadi orang yang lebih dekat dengan Allah, lebih matang dan itu lebih penting sebenarnya. Satu ujian mereka terlepas, tapi ujian yang lebih besar diorang lulus dan semestinya ujian tu lebih besar nilainya. Ambil apa-apa yang jernih yang baik sepanjang kita belajar, dan jangan sekali-kali rasa 2 tahun kat KMS adalah satu benda yang membazir. Kita perlu bersyukur berada dalam program IB ni, ye la dah la mahal wehhh, duduk IB WORLD SCHOOL pulak tu, WORLD SCHOOL kot bukan semua orang dapat pergi WORRRRLD SCHOOL, pastu FREE MARA sponsor. Haa benda free ni memang best kan kan? Takyah jawab ini retorik LOL.

IB program ni lah medium yang buat kita belajar macam-macam. Kita buat CAS, kita membantu orang dan haiwan ( ye la aku volunteer zoo negara lol), kita pandai bercakap, kita lebih knowledgeable, kita jadi caring, kita jadi inquirer, kita risk taker. Banyak kan yang kita dapat ambil pengajaran, pengalaman buat kita lebih matang kan kan. Tak percaya? There's english saying, 'Experience is a good teacher'. Sentiasa ingat apa yang kita dah belajar di KMS. Mungkin Allah dah beri yang terbaik untuk kita kerana benda-benda macam ni akan lebih mengingatkan kita kepadaNya, jadi bersyukur lah kerana Allah masih sayang kita. Okay, friends?

Lastly, may I say something that offend you in any way, I apologize. Dan sekiranya aku dan kawan-kawan lain terlalu seronok mengucapkan tahniah dan sebagainya kat Facebook dan benda tu menyedihkan hati sesiapa aku minta maaf sangat-sangat. If you ever feel so content and full of yourselves because of your result, or even deeply sad of your result, istighfar lah banyak-banyak. And here I want to quote Lisa, 'Allah takkan mensia-siakan kita'. Remember that. Jadi sekarang kita berdoalah banyak-banyak agar dipermudahkan semua urusan, insyaAllah.

FRIENDS FOREVER! AND CONGRATULATION TO ALL :D

Sidenote: There's nothing to brag about my result. Itu rezeki Allah bagi dan kegembiraan, ilmu kepandaian, keupayaan nak belajar dan berusaha boleh ditarik bila-bila. Peace yaww!

Dirty Job and Green Lantern

2011-07-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

Ewwwwww Mike Rowe really did a dirty job! He castrated male sheep then pulled the testicle using his teeth. That terribly disgusts me. A good job for the show tapi boleh tak geli. Blearghhhhhh.

Tadi keluar dengan Zac. Plan asal nak tengok Transformer tapi pukul 11 pagi pon full. Pergi sekolah lah wehhhh. Haisshhhhh. Jadi kami tengok Green Lantern 3D. Tak seronok langsung 3D Green Lantern. Lagi best pergi tengok 3D masa spaceship exhibition dulu. Lalat terbang pon nampak real. Boleh tangkap lagi. LOL. Spaceship roboh, kerusi pon boleh gegar-gegar. Then, siap boleh rasa air kena spray kat kita lagi masa banjir.

Jadi pergi muzium ke tengok Green Lantern lagi best? Mestilah muzium. Free kot. GSC kena bayar. lol.

Mood: Anxiously waiting for the results to be published. Cepat sikit lah IBO. Aiyooooo

New Zealand Part 6

2011-07-05T17:04:00.009+08:00

We spent the first few days in Wellington before headed north. Suhu Wellington ada la dalam 11 degree, sejuk la bagi aku orang Malaysia kan. Cakap mulut keluar asap perghhh best gila. Ye la kat Malaysia mana dapat. Cuba la hembus, ce try ce try. LOL

Malam tu aku tak sure malam bila, kami pergi Mount Victoria. Mount Victoria is one of the filming location for LOTR, tahu tak tahu tak? Ha sekarang kamu tahu. Hihi. Peter Jackson tu orang Wellington dan mengikut apa yang aku baca, scene Hobbit menyorok kat dalam hutan daripada Black Riders tu la dia buat kat sini. Entahla aku tak tengok LOTR. Aku bukan peminat. Nanti aku nak pergi Hogwart pulak. *berangan*

A view of Wellington

Daripada atas ni, boleh la nampak Wellington di waktu malam ye la sebab aku pergi malam. Nampak harbour dan rumah-rumah orang.

Wellington at night

Cahaya yang menerangi Wellington City, cantik cantik. Lagi cantik Putrajaya weh. Tak dapat pergi Wellington datang Putrajaya pon boleh. Lagi best, ada jambatan warna-warni lagi.

Richard Byrd memorial

Richard Byrd was an american polar explorer and aviator. He used New Zealand as a base for his Antartic expeditions and came to regard the country as his second home.

Maori carving

Carving macam ni ada saja kat mana-mana. Airport ada, atas bukit ada mana-mana lah.

Kemudian kami pergi Parliament House.

Pose gaya dia

Statue of Richard John Seddon

FYI, he was New Zealand's longest serving Prime Minister (1893 - 1906). Tun Mahathir lagi lama kot.

Executive Wing

Also known as Beehive because of its structure. This is where the offices for Prime Minister and Cabinet Ministers.

Parliament House

A beautiful architecture, I must say. Ipoh Timur sila diam. *tetibe*

Sebelum itu, kami pergi Te Papa Museum. Jalan kaki je pergi. Ada jumpa kedai Satay Kajang. Takyah pergi Wellington kat Kajang pon ada.

Ada busker kat tepi sana tu. Aku ingat lagi dia tengah nyanyi lagu Lemon Tree. Aku pon boleh busking, suara pon sedap. Karaoke lagu Ziana Zain pon boleh. LOL. I know someone who would give a distaste look kalau aku buka lagu Anggapanmu. Haha lagu legend kot.

Inilah dia museum 6 tingkat tu. Seronok pergi muzium lagi seronok dari tengok Tranformer 3. Dah tengok? Aku belum lol.

Aku rasa tu Maori

Yang dalam cermin bukan kat luar okay.

Oh ni la tempat best tu. Dinosour bergantungan di ceiliing. Ada pokok Kauri besar, babi hutan menyalak, bla bla.

Dibuat guna tin je haiwan ni.

Ini replika rumah Maori.

Puppet section

Bukan saja ada puppet section malah juga tempat pameran khas GAY.

It was a screaming mad gay party

Macam mana lah agak ye gay party ni.

Tahu tak macam mana nak sebut WHANGAI? Dalam Maori language, 'wh' adalah konsonan. Sebutan dia lain dari 'w'. Kalau 'wh' sebutan jadi 'f'. So, WHANGAI pronounce as 'fangai' lah. Paham? Cuba sebut, ce try ce try.

Ha tempat ni best jugak. Ada desktop kecik boleh amek gambar, pastu amek remote bukak gambar kat skrin besar. Jakun jugak lah. Ye la rumah aku mana ada benda canggih macam ni.

Semua tingkat boleh amek gambar kecuali kat tingkat 4, tempat art exhibition. Tempat di mana dia gantung lukisan yang pelik-pelik tapi cantik bagi Van Gogh mungkin. Kalau belajar topik Art masa ToK sesuai lah pergi sini. Bolehlah kita uraikan maksud lukisan bersama-sama, kan best lukisan depan mata. Dulu masa belajar, sir guna LCD je pancar kat white board depan tu. Aku ingat lagi prescribed ToK essay 'Art is a lie that bring us nearer to truth'. Datang muzium pon teringat ToK. Gila ahh. Apa lah agaknya grade ToK aku.

Selepas 2 jam kat muzium, tu pon tak puas tengok sebab macam banyak je lagi benda nak tengok, kami pon balik. Masa keluar ni dah nak Maghrib. Maghrib dalam pukul 5.10 rasanya.

Jalan-jalan pergi Kaffee Eis dulu makan ais krim. Ais krim sedap gila tak pernah ada ais krim sedap macam tu. Ye la aku makan ais krim murah je kat Malaysia.

Lepas makan ais krim kat Kaffee Eis kitorang pergi Wendy's pulak. Makan ais krim lagi. Seronok seronok. :D

Nilah dia ais krim sedap. Flavour ape tak ingat, yelah makan free.

Pukul 5.45 pm

Gelap awal, winter kan. Kedai kat New Zealand ni kebanyakannya tutup 4, 5 petang kecuali supermarket. Jadi bosan jugak la sebab nak keluar malam kedai dah tutup.

Masa kitorang jalan tu ada nampak Strip Club, dancer wanted. Sesape nak cuba? Ce try ce try. LOL

IBO frightens me

2011-07-05T09:44:00.003+08:00

Perasaan sekarang adalah bercampur-baur sebab result keluar esok. Tapi yang paling cepat adalah malam ni yang mana akan dihantar IBO ke kolej. Tonight tonight *frightened*. Adakah aku perlu telefon cikgu malam ni atau tunggu esok malam saja? Stress stress eh tak stress pon berdebar-debar je membuatkan aku tak dapat tidur semalam walaupun telah berusaha melelapkan mata selama sejam. Hasilnya aku bangun lambat hari ni atau adakah hari-hari aku bangun lambat. Okay yang itu kena tengok definisi lambat masing-masing sebab definisi lambat aku pelik sikit. Jadi adakah pukul 12 tengah hari tu masih awal? Entahla aku tak tahu, ikutlah definisi sendiri. Woii tapi gila takde life kau bangun pukul 12 tengah hari. Dah boleh makan 8 kali sejak pagi, dia baru nak lap air liur basi. Eh macam Finn Hudson, tengok tak tengok tak episod dah lama gila dah ni season 1. *Gleek tetibe*

Cakap pasal makan dan bangun pagi, aku realize yang aku makan banyak setiap hari sampai lah petang sebab malam memang aku tak makan kecuali pada occasion tertentu. Contohnya nak pergi kedai Chin makan steamboat tapi Chin tutup cepat. Lepastu pergi Italees tapi black pepper sauce dia tak sedap. Fobia nak makan malam lagi, sebenarnya ni memang takde kaitan. Disebabkan aku makan banyak aku pasang impian nak berjogging setiap pagi tapi pagi kot, pagi weh. Aktiviti apa je sesuai di pagi hari kan. Tapi aku tetap tekad walaupun impian hanya tinggal impian. Nak pakai kasut lari pon susah inikan pulak berlari. Takpe la walaupun aku rasa aku ni gemuk tapi tak semua orang rasa macam tu. Macam kadang-kadang kita rasa kita ni comel, tapi come on memang comel pon. LOL. Contohnya ayah aku, ayah cakap patutnya aku duduk rumah dah boleh gemuk sikit, tapi aku kurus jugak. See see, tanggapan orang memang berbeza. Takpelah asalkan muat pakai baju pergi graduation. Insya Allah semoga aku lepas , kalau tak lepas pon aku nak pergi jugak. Kalau tak rugi aku dah bayar, membazir bayar makan dah la kat Royale Bintang hotel paling hebat kat Seremban. LOL.

Dan sebenarnya (maaf ni bukan Yuna) aku memang nak sambung sequel New Zealand tu. Kalau boleh biar kalah Harry Potter tapi memory card yang berisi beribu-ribu gambar tu telah hilang. Tak tahu la letak kat mana. Jadi lepas jumpa baru aku post.

Mood sekarang semestinya mood IB. Pernah tengok video youtube Hitler gets IB result ?

New Zealand Part 5

2011-07-02T07:20:00.016+08:00

I was enchanted by the magic of the Waitomo Glowworm Cave. The second my eyes caught the luminescent light radiated by the tiny creatures, somewhat like maggot if I'm not mistaken I was totally hypnotized. Yelah maksud aku kan tempat tu sangat-sangat lah cantik. Subhanallah. But we are not allowed to take photos inside the cave. Anyway I search some on Google to show how it looks like. Who know you might be interested, nak pergi jugak kan.

It is dark so you can see the luminescent light radiated

By the way I think it is 180 degrees more beautiful if you go there yourselves. Some facts about Waitomo Cave. Waitomo meaning water entering a hole in the ground. The cave is cold and wet and there is river descending from the limestone shaft. That's why lah dia sejuk.

Actually scientific name for the sparkling glowworm is Arachnocampa luminosa. Life cycle dia dari egg---> glowworm ----> pupa ----> adult fly. Masa stage glowworm ni lah dia glow tu, dah pon nama glow kan. Gambar kat bawah ni adalah tail dia. Tail ni lah yang glow tu. Kenapa glow? Sebab reaction between chemical given off by glowworm and the oxygen in the air. Tail ni jugak digunakan untuk tangkap insect pastu makan masuk mulut dia. Tapi yang sedih tu bila dah jadi adult fly, dia akan hidup selama lebih kurang 3 hari saja sebab dia takde mulut untuk makan.

This is the tail. Kecik je sebenarnya. Lebih kurang saiz mancis tu lah.

When glowing it becomes like this.

We also had our silent boat ride around the cave. Nampak la glowworm tu suspended from the ceiling pastu cahaya dia reflect kat air. Memang fuyyoooo kan. lol

Before the boat ride, expert guide tu bawak kami jalan-jalan kat dalam gua dulu. Laluan dia kecik yelah gua macam labyrinth. Walaupun limestone dan batu-batu dalam gua tu adalah sangat tempting untuk dipegang but we are not allowed to do that afraid that the formation might be ruined. Nanti pegang jatuh. Pastu kena denda 20000 dolar. Aku dah boleh bayang adventure menyelamatkan diri dalam gua, redah sungai. Hahaha.

This is stalactite. It usually comes with stalagmite

Kami juga diberitahu oleh expert guide tu satu butir kecik coet sekecik-keciknya stalagmite atau stalactite tu takes 100 years to form. Keluarkanlah GDC sekarang kira bape tahun nak form stalactites kat atas ni.

Si comel.

Keluar gua

Kat luar je amek gambar. Gambar boat kat atas tu kena beli 30 dolar. Lepas Waitomo Glowworm Cave kami pergi Ruakuri Cave pulak. In between ada rehat jadi kami makan dan solat.

Sekarang Ruakuri Cave pulak. Benda special kat Ruakuri Cave ni ialah dia punya spectacular spiral entrance yang bertingkat-tingkat tu. Pening kepala weh pusing-pusing. Rupa dia macam kat bawah ni.

Spiral walk

Duduk dalam gua ni sangat lama dekat nak 2 jam sebab dia adalah the longest underground walk. Penat pulak asyik tengok gua je. Redah aje lah. Kenapa nama dia Ruakuri? Ha ada lah legend nye. 'Rua' maksudnya dua. 'Kuri' maksudnya anjing. Masa dulu ada sorang Maori ni kejar anjing lepas dia jumpa gua kot. Haha. Tak ingat tak ingat. Sebenarnya, Maori ni buru burung lepastu anjing liar serang dia kat entrance gua ni. Begitulah ceritanya, sekian.

Nak tahu satu dalam bahasa Maori ape? Satu adalah 'Tahi'. Bapak gelinya satu dia. ROFL.

Mengikut kata Rachel, guide kami, gua ni adalah gua baby. Maksudnya formation masih baru tapi ada la dalam berpuluh ribu tahun jugak. Kira baby lah tu. Jadi limestone kat sini lebih fragile. Maksudnya kau janga ngade-ngade nak belik-belik batu tu. Oleh sebab masih baby, masih boleh nampak la shell besar kat limestone dia.

Kecik je laluan dia. Nasib kurus.

Stalactites. Apahal la aku tutup mata. Macm tak ikhlas je nak amek gambar.

Spiral

Batu coklat kat depan spiral tu ada jugak sejarahnya. Batu coklat maksudnya batu colour coklat. Bukan batu bercoklat, chocolate fountain lagilah jauh. Sedapnya!! Then, ada air yang mengalir kat batu tu dari mana aku tak tahu. Kan best kalau yang mengalir tu chocholate. Heeee. Lebih kurang macam ni lah ceritanya. Masa nak masuk gua amek air tu guna telapak tangan pastu basuh muka. Entah ye entah tak. Lupa. Andaikan je la betul. Masa nak keluar amek air tu pastu baling ke belakang dari arah kedua-dua bahu. Konon-kononnya nak halang spirit tu ikut kita balik lah. Kitorang pon buat je la, tak percaya tapi saja. Lagipon air dia sejuk best. :D

Beberapa hari sebelum tu, kami pergi Te Apiti. Di puncak bukit ladang biri-biri yang ada wind turbines yang besar dan banyak. Benarlah salah satu disadvantage wind energy ni ialah noise pollution. Sebab memang bising pon tapi tak sangat lah. Masa kitorang pergi bukan tengah windy, jadi blade dia tu pusing sikit-sikit je. Ada la bunyi sikit-sikit. Kalau angin kuat 200 miles per hour macam mana lah agaknya. Windy, Wendy. Macam nak sama. Did you know the name Wendy was made up for the book Peter Pan. There was never a recorded Wendy before.

Masih ingat formula nak kira energy harvested from wind turbine? Mestilah tak, dah lama habis sekolah. Hahaha. Yang aku ingat kena ada area of circle yang blade tu pusing, yang lain tak hingat.

Macam bintang filem pulak. LOL

Lepas tu puncak yang kitorang naik ni dikelilingi ladang biri-biri. Adalah sekumpulan ni datang dekat dengan kitorang. Comel sangat sangat. Nak peluk nak peluk. Nasib baik ada fence kalau tak nak tampar sekor-sekor. Sebab terlampau comel. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Tengok tu comel je dia pandang aku. Dia terpana agaknya dengan kecomelan aku ni. Hahaha. Memang kelakar tapi ada kebenarannya. LOL

Tak silap aku, ye la aku pergi bila pulak kan, ada la lebih kurang 55 kot wind turbine tu. Ketinggian setiap satu adalah 70 meter.

Kesimpulannya, wind energy is renewable and environmental friendly. GO GREEN! :D

Do not get lawyered

2011-06-30T21:23:00.006+08:00

I realize that my admiration for Malay drama seems to be on the wane nowadays. I don't know who the hell is Seth Tan( jangan benci aku, aku bukan hater) until I decided to google up, and that was when my newsfeed full of that new craze creature. I think the last Malay drama I kept track of was Spa Q and that was zillion years ago. I guess the inclination towards Korean and Japanese dramas may be one of the factors. Or is it my inordinate fondness for HIMYM series? And yeah season 7 will be aired on this coming September. *Wohoooo*.

For now I want to offer some tips to get rid of boredom that swarms up your life especially for my collegemates sebab kita dah habis sekolah. Yahoooo

SATU. Do something that you love e.g cooking, baking. Do it not only to please yourself but also the household. Tak seronok pon buat benda untuk diri sendiri, jadi masak la untuk seisi keluarga juga. Ataupun kau suka mop lantai (sumpah pelik beno), jangan mop lantai bilik sendiri je. Kalau boleh porch kereta tu pon kau mop jugak. Biar lah jiran nak kata apa. Dah la kucing dia selalu lepak rumah kita. I'll guarantee the satisfaction is yours to take.

DUA. Get rid of your mundane routine. Contohnya, kalau selalu mandi pagi pukul 2 petang, cuba esok mandi pukul 7 pagi. Terkejut mak kau. Dia ingat kau mengigau nak pergi kelas.

TIGA. Berbual dengan family atau skype dengan kawan setiap hari. Saling berbalas komen kat wall pon boleh la. Jangan asyik duduk dalam bilik tengok cerita korea sorang-sorang memang nak kena campak dalam black holes.

EMPAT. Wajib halang diri daripada stalk facebook orang. Benda ni akan membuatkan hidup korang lebih bosan dan sedih. Kalau tak tahan jugak stalk aje la. Biar hati puas.

LIMA. Jangan online 24/7. Nanti orang lain pon tahu yang kau ni memang membosankan. Baca buku kalau kau suka membaca. Tapi baca buku pon kena ada style. You must have a cup of black coffee on the table so that you could whiff the heady aroma. Barulah turn on babeyh. Nanti mak tanya, " Kau baca buku ke hisap ganja?" LOL. Kalau kawan tanya kat rumah buat apa kau cakap je la baca buku. Kalau dia buat muka ‘WTF??!!’ kau buat bodoh je. Dia mana paham orang berwawasan cam kita ni. Hihihi

ENAM. Habiskan makanan yang paling sedap ada kat dapur rumah. Bila adik korang tanya sapa yang habiskan, kau mengamuk kat adik beradik lain cakap kau pon tak makan lagi benda tu. Kalau boleh tuduh semua orang yang ada dalam rumah.

TUJUH. Jangan makan banyak sangat. Kalau tak sengaja apply benda kat atas ni.

LAPAN. Jangan tidur sehari suntuk. Probability untuk korang cakap hidup korang bosan adalah amat tinggi. Tak percaya?

A: Kau buat apa cuti?

B: Aku tidur je weh. Bosan gila.

LAWYERED. LOL

SEMBILAN. Yang paling penting beribadatlah eg solat, baca Quran. Walaupun hidup korang bosan tapi takdelah sia-sia kan.

New Zealand Part 4

2011-06-29T11:09:00.012+08:00

Auckland is our last stop. We stayed at Albany which is about 20 min drive to Auckland for 3 days. So far we have moved about 1400 km. The trip was great and I had no travel sickness at all. Back home was terrible though, it took about one week to recover from jet lag. The flight took friggin 11 hours sumpah bosan, nak tidur pon tak boleh sebab we took off at noon and when we arrived at Singapore it was still in daylight. Oh malam manakah dikau? I slept at 6.30PM everyday and woke up at 3AM for a week! Penat jugak lah kalau tiap2 hari bangun pukul 3 kan, orang lain tengah tidur lagi.

Now we fly back to Auckland tau. We went to One Tree Hill, 182 metre volcanic peak located in Auckland. It is an important memorial place for both Maori and other New Zealanders. From the summit, we have a great view across Auckland Area. Boleh nampak harbour dan berbagai-bagai lagi.

One Tree Hill.

Tak tahu la apa kaitannye dengan One Tree Hill series tu, yang aku tahu Lucas Scott adalah sangat kacak. If only I could steal a TV character, I would have a full rack of collection right now. lol

Obelisk and the grave of Sir John Logan Campbell

The obelisk was constructed in accordance with the wishes and provisions in John Campbell's will to commemorate his admiration for the Maori people - Wikipedia.

View from atop

Up to the hill.

After some time on the summit, we went to the domain and took pictures. Downhill ada Cornwall Park, Oak Drives, lembu, biri-biri etc etc. Excited gile kalau nampak biri-biri macam telan ecstasy. Padahal biri-biri semua dah togel.

Cornwall Park Farm

Kebanyakannye gambar aku sorang sebab aku memang suka amek gambar pon, so just bear with it. lol.

Then, kami lunch kat Auckland Domain. Some fact about Auckland Domain:

Auckland Domain is Auckland's oldest park, and at 75 hectares one of the largest in the city. Located in the central suburb of Grafton, the park lies mostly within the crater of the Pukekawa volcano.

The park is home to one of Auckland's main tourist attractions, the Auckland War Memorial Museum, which sits prominently on the crater rim. - Wikipedia.

Park

Back is the front facade of Auckland War Memorial Museum.

Kami tak pergi museum pon sebab hari-hari last hanya diabdikan untuk beli souvenir dan ambil gambar banyak gila. Anyway kami dah pergi Te Papa Museum kat Wellington, 6 tingkat best gileee pastu jakun macam tak pernah tengok benda. Tapi memang tak pernah pon. Hihi. Yang ini cerita kat entry lain.

Lepas lunch dan solat, kami pergi Victoria Market. Sumpah barang-barang kat sini murah sangat sebab diorang nak tutup kedai untuk renovation rasanye. Apa benda tah akubeli, dah lupa. Keychain untuk kawan agaknya. Itu je la aku mampu. Haha.

Victoria Market

The next day we strolled around Auckland City. It was chilly that day because it was raining but not that heavy lah so still boleh jalan2 beli barang.

Auckland City sangat sangat ramai Chinese. Out of 10 people aku jumpa, 6 of them Chinese. Pastu masuk shop building rasa macam kat China sebab satu building tu kedai cina saje, ada la satu kedai sushi. Kedai souvenir yang kitorang masuk semua Chinese jaga. Memang Asian habis la Auckland ni, kalau nak rasa cam mat salleh pergi Wellington. Lagi sejuk. Maori pon banyak, baru la rasa macam New Zealand. Kat Auckland macam tak jumpa je, mungkin ada tapi aku tak nampak means tak banyak. Tapi still Auckland is a must lah kan, banyak je tourist attraction.

Sky Tower

This is Sky Tower functioning as observation and telecommunications tower. Iconic structure kat Aucland sebab dia kira macam tallest building jugak lah. Ada restoran boleh pusing-pusing kat atas tu. Lepastu siap boleh bungee jump lagi. Gila best tapi aku tak cuba pon.

Jalan lagi

Masih berjalan

Kitorang buat apa lagi eh kat Auckland, tak ingat lah pulak. Ha tapi aku dah nampak dah University of Auckland kat tengah-tengah city kau. Punya lah best. Untung sikit lah budak-budak kolej yang dapat uni ni nanti. Kedai halal kat city tu berterabur pulak. Kalau Wellington takde la banyak sangat.

Okay, end of Part 4.

Teaching and childhood

2011-06-28T18:02:00.005+08:00

I wonder if they were given a false alarm. If 1 I don't mind, but 4 out of 5 ape kes? Somehow it makes me feel offended. Sigh. Okay lupakan.

Today marks the third day of my teaching career. Wohoooo!! *drum rolls* I feel totally at ease for the first time sebab murid-murid darjah 2 sangatlah well-behaved. Compare dengan kelas darjah 3 semalam yang sangatlah buruk perangai walaupun comel. Lepas exam boleh main lari-lari, lompat atas kerusi bagai pastu sumpah bising gila. Stress aku, boleh curse dalam hati je. Whatever it is, I must handle stress at work. Nanti kena baca Dale Carnegie's 'How to enjoy Your Life and Your Job'.

It's pretty funny when I look at those kids. They remind me of my childhood especially during primary school. Ingatlah dulu suka sangat pass2 surat kat kawan baik sebelah kanan, pastu bisik2 nanti kawan baik sebelah kiri pon jealous. lol

Today I caught one:

"Yasmin kalau awak nak, jom kita pergi tandas"

Yasmin pon jawab balik " Kita tak nak pergi tandas la awak"

Cakap je lah depan2, nak tulis surat buat ape? Macamlah tak pernah buat dulu. Hihihihi.

Then, I caught another one tengah buat topeng ultraman sumpah canggih gila padahal guna kertas kosong koyak kat muka surat tengah buku latihan matematik kotak besar2 tu. Lepas tu dia korek hidung macam lah aku tak nampak, lepastu sambung buat topeng. Cover baik punyerrr. Ha yang ni aku tak pernah buat dulu.

Then aku dapat hadiah isitimewa dari seseorang. Kihkihkih budak-budak memang suka aku.

Untuk: Cikgu

Daripada: Nurin

Hadiah istimewa macam ni kena amek gambar dari pelbagai angle.

Mesti sebab aku puji lukisan dia cantik. Kehkehkeh. I don't know, but somehow I feel the need to praise everything they work on -melukis, mewarna, buat roket, buat topeng, baca buku, etc. First reason, to make them happy. Second reason: To make them love everything they are doing. Third reason: So that they will never stop the creative mind within them.

I believe human creativity develops from childhood. Once we put a stop to what they are doing, it hinders the development and they will turn out to be passive in the future. Kalau aku cakap lukisan mereka buruk, topeng dia tak canggih mesti dia rasa sedih lepastu sampai besar fobia nak buat topeng. Tak ke pelik? Nanti kalau theme dinner masquerade nangis-nangis tak nak pergi sebab takut whadehekk. Rugi bayar RM100 untuk makan dengan doorgift.

Sidenote: Tahu tak kerja aku RM 20 sejam?

New Zealand Part 3

2011-06-27T12:35:00.006+08:00

Our next destination is Cape Reinga, the very end of North Island. We departed from Omapere and the trip took about 200++ km. Cape Reinga adalah sangat cantik, so stunning that could take your breath away. I love everything about it - the cliff, the sea, the light house, the sand dunes, the grass, the hill, the trail, panahan matahari, desiran pantai, kicauan burung, walaupun tempat ni panas padahal winter.

Kami naik feri dari _____A_____ ke ______B___. Serius aku tak ingat apakah tempat tu. Tambang feri ada la dalam 40 dolar return ticket. Lepas sampai B kami kembali berkereta menuju ke destinasi yeah yeah*siti nurhaliza*. Pastu berhenti tengah jalan sebab nak ambil gambar. Okat tak sebenarnya nak pergi tandas.

Tapi still amek gambar jugak sebab bukan selalu kita dapat pergi sini. Kemudian setelah tertidur 10 kali barulah sampai. Walaupun sebenarnya on the way tu aku nak tengok biri-biri, kambing, lembu bla bla tapi sebab aku tidur, lembu tu yang tengok aku.

The most mesmerizing long stretches of turquoise sea water I tell you. Indah betul ciptaan Tuhan. Subhanallah. Rasa nak terjun tapi tak boleh sebab ini bukan pantai, ini cliff. Pelik jugak sebenarnya statement ni sebab mana ada orang terjun dari pantai. Nak terjun ke mana pulak. Kena tambah sikit kat belakang tu, ini cliff, cliff bahaya punya. If I cannonball into the water, aku akan hilang bersama buih-buih lautan. Mahukah kau kalau aku hilang? Hihihi

Bila pergi tempat cantik macam ni kena feel lebih sikit tauuu.

Sand dunes

Malas nak cakap pasal sand dunes sebenarnya sebab nanti rasa tertekan. Huaaaaa. Ceritanya begini, kitorang pergi The Great Sand Dunes dekat area Cape Reinga jugak lah. Seronok gile sebab dah set kat mind nanti nak sand surfing. Tapi semua tinggal harapan sebab nak rent sandboard tapi kedai tutup. Pegang pasir pon tak, depressed 100 kali ganda. Lebih depressed lagi dari bila dapat tahu ToK Presentation dapat 11/20 pastu kena repeat balik.

Light house

Tak dapat surfing tapi dapat tengok lembu ni buang tahi.

Then, stop kat 90 Miles Beach. Tengok tu aku semangat main kejar-kejar dengan ombak. Memula aku kejar ombak, pastu ombak kejar aku. Fair enough.

Selama kitorang kat north island, kitorang solat di mana-mana saja walau kat petrol station sekalipon. Luar bukan dalam okay. Tapi selalunya kitorang solat kat park yang ada kolam itik. Ada sekali tu aku solat dalam Parents Room. Berdebar-debar time solat sebab ye la orang lain pun nak change diaper, nurse anak dia kan. Nanti mesti dia pikir kenapa la aku tukar lampin anak lama sangat padahal aku takde anak. Pastu nanti kalau aku keluar mesti dia tertanya-tanya mana anak aku.

End of part 3.

of result and the thriller

2011-06-25T18:32:00.003+08:00

A series of anticipation leaps in me as the result will be revealed in less than 11 days. And I am too anxious though. Omaigoshh. Who does not, I mean the whole two years we’ve been struggling and in the end, all we need is good result. Deep down I know, Allah will give us the best albeit what may come out will not reach our expectation. Sun setting, tides, volcano leak in your heart when you see a hot guy ( totally out, but still natural phenomenon on Earth lol), gravity, apple fall down from a tree, these are inevitable just like how I feel right now. There’s no way to avoid this feeling. So I guess it is right for me to have dozen worries about the result. I’ve been dreaming about the result too. Not weird, because it does every time. Setiap kali exam, setiap kali lah mimipi keputusannya. Nak buat macam mana kan. Keputusan, please be good okay? lol. Or even it doesn’t semoga aku tetap redha dengan apa yang aku dapat.

I am currently reading Blood Memory. A story about forensic odontologist working on serial murder cases and in the same time discovering the truth about her family and her dead father who is killed when she was eight. Something like that lah because I myself don’t even finish it yet. Every flip makes me wanting to know more and more and I’m eager to know who is the killer, what will happen to Cat’s affair with that married guy the detective she works with, will there be any relation attach with the hot doctor she met in Natchez who happen to have crush on Cat during high school, what link Nathan Malik to the case, blah blah blah. Buku ni buat jantung aku berlari sepantas-pantasnya dan buat aku resah. I thought only Lucas Till can make me feel like this. LOL. Sekarang ni aku rasa nak baca buku cerita 30 muka surat je, jadi tak payah tunggu lama-lama nak tahu endingnya and so I don’t need to stuff myself in this thriller and make me feel terror. Geez. Tapi takpe aku suka. Hihi. Okay sambung baca.

George Clooney, the handsome doctor

2011-06-25T10:35:00.009+08:00

If it's about something eventful or fun as what can be categorized according to myprettyself for the past 16 days, then it would be KELUAR MAKAN dan BELI MAKANAN. The fun augmented by trillion times when I don't have to pay anything for that. My favourite food of course lah makanan free. Kehkeh T_______T . I don't know if it just me who notice 'makanan free' would be sooo sooo much sedap compared to the same food that I bought using my own money. Miracles isn't?

Oh yeah I watched Code Blue. It's a medical drama somewhat like ER but not the other version of ER and it's Japanese. But do you know what differ these two dramas that to some point I don't freakingly enjoy Code Blue as much as I do when it comes to ER? ER got George Clooney, Code Blue don't. That's the difference. HAHA what a lame critic, I know. Whatever it is, George Clooney is the most handsome physician on Earth. LOL.

An apple a day keeps a doctor away, but if George Clooney is the doctor I would throw the apple away. LMAO.

New Zealand Part 2

2011-06-24T17:31:00.006+08:00

So here it goes 'The Part 2'. Now I've been thinking maybe I would succeed in making a saga, who knows. Even though the title is somewhat insanely boring as it sounds. How about if I change it to 'The Girl on Horse' instead of 'New Zealand Part 1' and 'Excitement In the Winter Rain' instead of 'New Zealand Part 2' ? But naah, I'm sticking to this anyway because I'm not going to waste my time thinking about the title.

We headed for Rotorua's Gondola cableway and Luge rides. Luge ride was extremely fun despite of the cold winter rain. We were racing to the finish line even bahaya jugaklah sebab it was downhill and wet. It was great anyway.

Macam ni lah dia rupa Luge tu.

Lumba yawww

Sebab kitorang dah turun ke bawah so kena naik atas balik, naik benda ni ha. Tinggi gila dan agak gayat tak nak tengok bawah tapi boleh pandang belakang sebab nak amek gambar. whaddeeee T________T

Lepastu pergi Hells Gate. Eh no actually kitorang pergi Hells Gate dulu. Rotorua Skyline later. Cerita ni sangatlah tidak ada order. Cuaca amatlah sejuk sebab hujan lebat. Sebab hujan, takde ramai visitor pon, cuma kitorang. Pastu dah reda sikit baru lah nampak visitor lain. Hells Gate ni ada geothermal walk, spa mud and blah blah. We don't go to the spa, walk around the geothermal area saja. Bau kat sini tak best langsung sebab you know bau sulphur.

Steam dan asap-asap ni keluar dari kolam yang panas tu.

Wearing poncho because it's raining.

Seriously it was cold.

Let me talk about the food we had here during those 2 weeks. Kami tak makan ayam dan daging sepanjang trip sebab susah nak cari yang halal. Makan ayam kat Wellington je sebab kakak aku duduk welly so ada la ayam kat rumah. Jadi memang on the way to north lauk yang kami makan cuma seafood, telur, ikan sardin tin saja. Cuma bila kat Auckland on the last 2 days baru lah dapat makan ayam sebab auckland banyak halal meat. Boleh tak bayang kadang2 makan telur saja tapi syukur alhamdulillah dapat jugak makan.

Food that we had kitorang masak sendiri. Sebab tak cukup bahan kadang2 bland lah jugak tapi makan je sebab it's winter kot. Makan tak nak berenti pulak. Ape yang aku masak antaranya: Wellington's super delicious pepperoni pizza, Nasi goreng omapere extra black pepper, bihun goreng opunake , smoked kahawai, spagetti, bihun tomyam Omapere, ikan goreng berserta butter chicken, seafood pasta marinara, telur goreng ayam goreng blah blah blahdesss.

Auckland banyak kedai kebab halal. Kitorang stop banyak kali sebab nak makan kebab. Ada harga murah gila 5 dolar!!!! Dah la sedap sumpah sedap gilaaa lagi sedap dari Wellington's super delicious pepperini pizza yang aku buat.

I have enough for today. :D

New Zealand Part 1

2011-06-24T09:28:00.004+08:00

It's not my first time riding on horse, as far as I remember I had one couple of years ago when I went to Fraser Hill. Tapi yang itu adalah sangat whaddeheckk sebab aku naik atas kuda pastu akan ada orang guide, pegang tali dan tarik kuda aku keliling stable dia yang sangat kecik tu. Lepas tu kena bayar mahal gila padahal naik kuda macam loseeeerrr . Blearghhhhh.

So this is one-hour horse riding keliling ranch yang sangat besar. Trail yang kitorang lalu adalah sangat cantik macam di bawah ni. Aku suka gila padang berbukit dengan lembu2 ni sebab aku memang teringin gila, eh eh bukan teringin tegar nak pergi tempat ni sejak kecik2 bila kat surat khabar ada iklan everyday pastu dia tayang besar2 gambar macam ni. Pastu siap gunting gambar tu lekat kat file supaya boleh tengok hari2. Kehkeh. T_______________T

Inilah jugak the first time aku kena bawak lari atas kuda. Bukan aku yang bawak kuda tu lari. Paham? Sebab ada kuda tak senonoh tiba2 berlari masa aku tengah syiok2 tengok pemandangan bila aku rasa macam dah pro gila naik kuda. Memang macam kilat, kuda aku pon berlari jugak dan itu menjadi satu pengalaman yang menyakitkan. Tapi sebab aku dah pro tunggang kuda, aku pon tarik tali kuda tu supaya dia berhenti macam dalam cerita cowboy Amerika yang ada cowboy hensem pastu badan tough bajet cool. Tapi sebab dia hensem nak mati so takpe dia bajet pon. Cowboy paling hensem dan cute kat dunia ni adalah Lucas Till dalam Hannah Montana The Movie. Tak percaya pegi tengok sendiri.

Before the take off

In front of the entrance

Dalam masa sejam ni, angin sangat lah sejuk sampai tangan aku frost bite. Okay tak tipu je. Tapi sejuk sangaaaat sangaaaat. Rasa macam nak sampai cepat cepat.

With Loddy the horse

The trail

I do not know how many part it would be because part 1 is this one-hour activity only. And I had another remaining 12 days. Whatever, sebab aku takkan masukkan semua pon dalam ni. Good Day!

2011-06-22T16:08:00.004+08:00

Air does not seethe with boredom. Well at least not yet. Have been home for 12 days now and to be precise it's only 10 days minus the 2 days I went to Kedah. I'll be waiting for another one month and that would be plenty to make me rot in some kind of boredom illness. Well for now, I do some teaching on Monday and Tuesday. It helps in some point that I will not wasting my time browsing that person wall over and over until I cracked my nail. It's tiring and heart wrenching when I got myself to be labelled as stalker. Haha to make it sound more pathetic I couldn't even browse that person's wall because the person is not a friend. Anyway that person has no gender or even if that person has one it cannot be revealed. Kat dunia ni ada 2 gender je. Kalau bukan lelaki mesti perempuan, kalau perempuan dia bukan lelaki. Even if you want to place a bet, it would be somewhat so vague because the possibility is now 50-50. So it would be my pleasure to remind not to guess or toss a coin or whatever because you'll be at stake thinking about the unclear truth. Geez what am saying. Whatever. By the way, I am not emotionally attracted to that person, way too far to go beyond that. It's just the feeling of wanting to create bigger circle of friend perhaps. Haha

And yeah about the teaching, kids are kids. Some are hard to handle like blearghhhhh. They keep making noises and lost with their own stuff. Some are genuinely interested to learn and even asking question that I'm not able to answer. But it fun though, they make me laugh, naah not laugh la maybe smile in joy or smile in pain? Of course the former one. T________T

Side-note: It's been one month since I left the college and am not missing KMS at all. I miss the people only. Well, I rest in case.

2011-06-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

If I were to give a 10 out of 10 rate and standing ovation to a singer it would be Adele because of her voice and her superb talent. And I am wondering to whom should I share my fondness for The Wanted. I love their music!

2011-03-19T15:42:00.007+08:00

There's one thing I really want to do for this coming weekend. Something I've been planning quite ages but because of time constraint, it needs to be cancelled. Not something big, and actually it needs no planning at all, but being a buzy student am I(no im not saying im the busiest in the world, so tak payah nak cakap "eleh macam dia sorang je buzy", excuse me eff off now) so I need to put it off. Can you imagine classes on Saturday even on Sunday, I really have no time to go for a morning walk and having breakfast at McD, which I'm in dire to do so.

I almost had it came true since I went to KLIA this morning to send Belle whom off to Egypt, so maybe I could buy sausage mcmuffin, pancake and roast coffee but turned out Diyanah boycotting McD. So ended up went breakfast at foodgarden which cost me fortune for 600ml mineral water. I could get THREEE of that instead of ONEE if I purchase it at Giant. And of course I have no intention to blame my friend because I firmly believe we need to respect other's principle especially on this kind of situation, the good things. In fact I'm no big fan of McD though because I realize everytime I have Spicy mcchicken deluxe I end up with headache. I guess it is deep fried and oily kot. Tapi sebab dah kempunan tu kan, mesti nak kena makan jugak sebab kalau tak, nak study pon takde semangat. I know this is sangat gedik and sorry for the thrash language because I know there's people who don't like to mix languages like I did. I do not know why exactly I'm craving for McD breakfast, but as far as I could remember it's because of their ads I constantly seen on The Star.

So maybe next time, insyaAllah nak pergi dengan Sara sebab haritu dah janji dengan Sara. I suppose to study right now and finish Chem past year papers but I don't because I cannot focus lah studying at home. Distraction everywhere.
Final exam on May. One month and half to go. Oh Allah guide me through this time and always.

2011-03-10T17:30:00.002+08:00

It's not even the end of the week yet, but yesterday was the most intense, stressful day of the week. I'm not quite agree with the way they handle the irp session. Somenone read aloud the notes, with the speed even greater than electromagnetic waves could travel through. I'm not reading, I just listen to them, but I got wearied after 2 hours. I guess I'm more on the quality rather than quantity. All the topics were covered in less than 6 hours, boleh tak? My brain was completely stuffed, jam and packed. Looking at the brighside, maybe the teachers have already plan everything and they know what they are doing. Afterall this is the first week. 4 more weeks to go. I think it would be okay by then. Learning could be fun what. Macam belajar Physics. Best sangat sangat, pastu rasa nak belajar tanpa henti sampai pukul 2 pagi, sebab Physics memang best gila. HA HA. I'm not being sarcastic. Mesti best kalau dapat hang out dengan Albert Einstein. Lagi best kalau hang out dengan Steve Jobs sebab nanti mesti dapat ipad 2 free.

I know I am so not uptodate to talk about the first season of HIMYM. Sebab semua orang dah tengok berseason-season punya kan. Tapi takpe la nak comment jugak. Why did Lily and Marshall ended their relationship? It kills the fun of the stories. I would be really glad if I could unite them back but of course I couldnt because they are Tv characters and they are fiction.

2011-02-21T08:48:00.003+08:00

Approximately 10 minutes before the presentation. Geez anxiety leaps through my heart right now. I can feel animals wandering around in my tummy. I hope this presentation would be better than the last time.

2011-01-01T11:03:00.003+08:00

Gee I got fed up writing extended essay and misspelled the word RESULT to RESLUT. I stared on the screen long enough to laugh. Okay this is something I need to change, like how easily words can be changed from good to bad. I just need to be all positive about this assignment because boring task can be enjoyable IF I put effort and love it the way I should be. So I guess it would be hard to have a good vibe about this since I am no good in falling in love. Haha. Pfft.

Kerja sekolah yang maha penting tu masih belum siap. I have to rush, I need to rush. Another thing, rasa tension betul bila banyak cerita yang best will be aired on TV this month, yang mana saya tak dapat nak tengok sebab esok dah masuk sekolah. Grrrrrr. Astro, you owe me this time.

Fashion and STAMP

2010-12-30T21:59:00.006+08:00

SO here goes my sense of fashion: APA style.
My trend happens to be in Bazaar. Plus the compliment I got from Tyra Banks on this new craze, serioulsy I'm in delirious glee.

Lepas tu Tyra Bank ada cakap rahsia dia kat aku. Dia cakap dia pernah kena maki dengan fashion police. Sebab dia pergi red carpet pakai baju mermaid siap ada sisik lagi.
Fashion police kata: Supermodel tu ingat dia sekawanan ikan ke. Ikan ape macam tu? (Jahatkan fashion police).

My advice:
1. Don't be a fashion victim.
2. Don't kill Siberian tiger for their fur.
3. Don't be a fish or try to be

Enough with these, APA style isnt fashion anyway. Mestilah sapa tak tahu kan . I apply this method for my Extended Essay. Itu je pon. Hee

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Tengok tak news tadi? Pembaca berita sukan kat TV3 dapat Malaysia punya away jersey free. FREE syiot. Pastu pakai untuk baca berita. Kenapa kite tak dapat eh. Nak jugak satu!!! Nak jugak kumpul jersi macam kumpul setem. Kan best kalau jersi tu harga dia 30sen, 20 sen macam setem tu. Mesti penuh almari jersi, macam penuhnye album setem kite.

Ha kalau nak taw ni la hobi kite dulu-dulu, time darjah-darjah tu kan, zaman sekolah yang lepas habis sekolah je mesti beli aiskrim depan gate sekolah, zaman beli pencil shaker pastu show off kat kawan macam kite sorang je yang ada, zaman kena tugas kebersihan sapu sampah dalam kelas pastu kalau jumpa 50 sen masuk tabung sendiri. Kelakar pulak dah jadi macam upah sapu sampah. Kadang-kadang sehari tu boleh dapat 2 ringgit sebab sapu sampah. Punya lah rajin sapu sampah sebab nak kumpul duit. HA HA HA HA.

Album setem yang 11 tahun lalu tu still ada lagi. Cuma sekarang ni aku dapat tahu adik aku amek album tu jadi milik dia pulak sebab dia nak dapat lencana pengakap ape tah. Tak adil betul. Ade ke patut dia tampal sticker yang ada nama dia kat album aku tu. Sticker tu pulak tutup nama aku. Aku jadi marah, aku pon tarik sticker tu. Pastu ada lagi nama aku

Nur Ashikin binti ___________________
2 Mulia
Hobi: mengumpul setem

Suwit betul lah aku time kecik2 dulu. Comel je. HAHA

Okay sekarang tak boleh comel2 dah. Kena cun2 pulak. Sekarang kena buat asaiment.

2010-10-16T17:56:00.004+08:00

What exactly makes a happy life
Fortune of money
Read good books while having hot brewed coffee
Go to Muse concert
Shop till drop
Spend on expensive perfumes, shoes and clothes
Buy a COACH handbag
Running at early morning, then have breakfast at McD
Get 100 for Math test
A sweet and kind boyfriend
Trip to Greece and Italy
Swimming in open sea
Volunteering at Zoo Negara; clean hippo's cage, feed the horse, 100-years tortoise, play with snakes
Adding more would going to take 100000000000 pages. So just make the list short

Yes, happy, but short happiness. Only a little sense of accomplishment.

Two things, make life worth living, a real happiness to me

2 Fs

FAMILY AND FRIENDS

Without these two I feel like I'm stuffed in pressure cooker going to explode at any time. Life going to be plain boring with no colours. Not even black. Not even white. Because if these colours exist, they will produce another colour;grey. And did I mention there going to be no colour at all? Yes I did. Now it sounds soo depressing.

Oh and there is another F
FOOD =)

These are my happiness, others might think going to party and dance all night are real happiness. Truth is happiness is relative just like what Newton had postulated; time is relative.
What does it means, dont even bother to know. I dont even know relativity

However,there's only one thing can assure for an eternal happiness. I am looking for that. Oh and little correction, get 100 for Math is not a little accomplishment. That is W-O-W a major success. I would make 500 photocopies of front answer sheet, frame and hang it over.

2010-10-04T08:02:00.002+08:00

Regret, yes. But along the way I learn. I got to realise which is good, which is bad.
Up to the point when I'm upset, I tend to make hasty decisions. Emotionally rather than thinking wisely, saying something that shouldn't be uttered which later I would be sorry even to have nasty thoughts about that something in mind.

I you intend to test me, I failed. If you intend to teach me, consider it taught.

Lessons: Think wisely before speak. Act wisely.

2010-10-01T21:38:00.003+08:00

What I love about Manipal Medical College, Melaka campus:

1. SKILL LABS.

I mean who doesn't get mesmerized watching live delivery of a new born baby, mannequin baby and mannequin mommy. Hehe

2. Located in town.

3. NEAR ZOO MELAKA

In India I can get real corpse, in Melaka I can get real animal! Macam lah boleh dissect animals.

What I love the most:

1. The gym and pool

2. Sauna

3. Dancing room

4. Zensus room

I know first look can be deceiving. But I really don't mind being cheated lah this time. Kat mana-mana pon boleh, asal belajar.

Library. Medical books. Buku bio pon tak khatam lagi weh

2010-09-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

I just get back my conscious mind. *woohoo* Queen Lucy(which refer to me, bhahahaha) has finally found the route back to Spare Oom. Freed from Narnia for awhile but going to be there again when I have free time, away form books. Well if that the case, I guess the day-dreaming adventure not going to be real soon. Got so many things to do in REAL WORLD. I was in long hibernation because I was hummed with a soothing lullaby coming from a gold flute by a wicked witch. pfft. I am fortunate because this divine spirit has finally neutralise the evil spell. HAHAHAHA *still under the influence of magic charm*

Having a serious thoughts about my DELAYED assignments, TOK presentation, Extended Essay and whatsoever-IB ot might sound, I've realised I'm caught in a stressful condition. And talking about TOK, I wonder if " Is it really a wise decision to stay in IB programme?" could be my knowledge issue. Aiyoooz. I want to read Bio but I cant because I need to write for EE. Well actually I can if I put things in order and not slacking doing unnecessary writing like this. Buhooooo. Am really in dire situation. Can't go with EE. Really tormenting meh...

GOOD NEWS: Exams just few weeks ahead.

BAD NEWS: The results if I still put myself in comfort zone.

Not worth time posting this entry. Got another TOP TOP priorities on list. Ciao.

Emotion over an issue

2010-09-16T20:15:00.005+08:00

Setiap hari mesti ada je isu yang akan dibangkitkan oleh sesetengah pihak. Mungkin sesetengah isu itu untuk kepentingan peribadi, untuk kepentingan politik, kepentingan dunia seperti isu global warming atau natural disaster atau untuk glamour. Teringat pulak isu minggu lepas pasal Duta Malaysia di Indonesia perlu dipanggil balik. Benda ni pula disyorkan oleh Ketua Pemuda UMNO, Khairy. Tapi isu ni pula ditentang oleh Datuk Anifah. Katanya kalau duta dipanggil balik hanya akan mengeruhkan lagi hubungan kedua-dua negara. Khairy Jamaluddin ni pula dikatakan saja nak famous sebab buat kenyataan yang tak bijak macam tu tanpa memikirkan implikasinya. Bukan nak cakap pasal ni sebenarnya.

Pagi tadi terbaca la satu isu ni kat blog seseorang. Banyak respon, ramai lah bergaduh dan berbeza pendapat. Some even cuss. Sebab tak setuju dengan pendapat orang lain. Isk isk isk. Biasa la manusia, memang kita rasa kita sorang je la yang betul, orang lain semua salah. Kadang-kadang kalau kerja dalam group pun kita nak guna cara, cara, dan cara kita je. Well, sometimes I consider myself in this group. Walau apapun, mesti kena ubah. Sebab kita hidup kat dunia ni bukan sorang-sorang je.

And I came upon this comment,
"................................lah janganlah nak emosi-emosi pulak"

There are 4 ways to acquire knowledge;
1. Reason (Fact, evidence)
2. Language
3. Emotion
4. Sense of perception

This is what stated on my Theory of Knowledge's syllabus. Some might think there are more.
Tapi belajar 4 ni pun dah blearghhhhhhhh....

Argue over a matter or anything can be considered to acquire knowledge la. Daripada pandangan dan berbeza pendapat tu la baru kita akan lebih luas pandangan, buka fikiran kita yang tertutup, etc etc. Jadi bagi saya tak salah pun kalau nak beremosi dalam memberi pandangan asalkan mesti ada reason lah walau apa pun kan.

Another comment,
"...............penulis ni memang bangang"

Yang ni pulak emosi lebih. Pendapat tak bagi sukati je nak maki orang. Kategori macam ni pun tak boleh. Tah pape je anynomous tu.

Quote from Datuk Anifah over that ambassador matter,
" He might be intelligent, but not necessary wise"

Yes agree. Pandai mungkin sebab kita belajar tinggi kat luar negara, nak jadi doktor, nak jadi engineer. Tapi betul ke, bijak ke segala tindakan yang kita ambil, buat fikir. Jadi kalau pandai, mesti top three kat sekolah, tak perlu lah nak belagak. Nanti Tuhan tarik balik kepandaian, baru tahu.

sidenote: Ada orang tu kalau cakap dia je nak menang. Tahu sikit cakap banyak. Macam lah dia best sangat.

2010-06-18T14:06:00.003+08:00

I'm not saying I will put aside EE just like that. I'm saying I'll do that later. Later is I'm going to do okay. I've been in terribly awful condition a couple of weeks ago. I received a text message from a friend, " Exam is just a piece of cake".
Er, what kind of cake is that. Tiramisu? Oh yes, because I hate tiramisu. Bad taste. Yucks.

I'm not going to drag myself into books yet. At least not until the end of the week. Something's up this weekend. I want to cannonball into the water, not having a good work out lately. I need to swim.

Oh, the thing about my semester exam, a few days ago I had a bad dream. I got 2 for Malay, 5 for English, there's no 6 not even close to 7. I'm not pulling my socks lah, I've studying all weeks before the exam except for Physics. I was in dire to sleep, mengantuk gila, so I sleep, not revising the topics. So I was going mad over the questions the next day. I know my grade, I can guess, of course a dissapoinment. But puhlease 5 pon okay lah, dont want 4 anymore. ;(

ps : I'm in utter amazement.

You can disagree

2010-06-15T18:47:00.005+08:00

Situation A

Because we are not in the same wavelength. But sometimes we are coherent;same colour and same frequency. I like you when we are in the same phase. I know I sound like PHYSICS gila, but seriously I dislike physics, doesn't mean I hate it. Knowledge is knowledge. I don't want to be categorized as a stupid who hate knowledge when I'm able to learn. ( see I'm truly an IBer). Anyway, I'm talking about a person here (not phys actually). There's something that force myself to think bad about you.

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Situation B

You don't have to (always) agree with me. You can deny. I have my opinions and you have yours. There's no right or wrong as long as we ponder reasons and points (based on what I learn during TOK classes. Seriously, it stinks but it helps). You don't even know how to define open-minded. Yet you say I'm close-minded. You think you are better than anyone else, huh? What else to say, whatever, stupid betul. Eff off lah.

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Situation C

"Elizabeth Bennet is perfect. She doesn't need my literary views."

It just another way of saying I'm lazy to work on my World Literature essay which due next week(or couple of weeks). Yes, I've been home for almost 2 weeks yet not done anything. Lazy lah tu kan.

Oh by the way she is not perfect. She made hasty judgements on Darcy. Yes, he appeared to be snobbish at first but he is nice and sweet. Prejudice is a no-no. But sometimes I am suspiscious of other(macam la aku best sangat kan. heeeeee)

2010-01-30T09:24:00.003+08:00

- I dont know why out of all subjects exist in the universe I was chosen to endure in ToK class. Whos stupid ideas to give the essay's topic something like even alien would take zillion years to understand.
- I need to hand in my proposal on EE before CNY but I dont have the topic yet.
- And, both courses will be contributed to my final exam points. WHATEVER.
- I want ugly blue shirt
- I know when it comes to TIME WASTING, i am the big winner. Dont ask when it comes to TIME MANAGEMENT .
- Many quizzes next week; math, bio, chem.

AND

I WAS CAUGHT IN TRAP

2010-01-16T15:53:00.002+08:00

-I think I dont have much of my neurons connected which contributed to my slow thinking.
-I get 7 for MALAY and English, 6 for Bio and Chemistry and A NUMBER for Math and Physics, my total point is an ultimate disappoinment because I dont reach the borderline.
-I was emotinally disturbed last week because X was being so bias, I dont talk much the rest of the day but then I was fully recovered during lab session, had so much laugh and that's why the data I got deviated from the actual values.
-I know I must decrease my meal proportion before the mirror change my look.
-Oral presentation was no so okay because I was given only 3 days to prepare and maybe because I'm the lucky #1 to be in front, not just butterflies, all animals were in my tummy, but I was satisfied with the comments from MS. R.
-I dont want to immerse myself in a situation I supposed not to be in, but it does bother me sometimes.
-Somehow, I come to the point that in this world, we cannot(always) put the blame on others even it's hard to admit we are wrong.
-ALWAYS BE A BETTER PERSON.
-Whatever happens, it had happened. MOVE ON MOVE ON.
-I think ..................................................................

of brasiella and abba

2009-09-05T18:22:00.002+08:00

Since nothing come to my temptation(which is good because i dont spend too much) other than brasiella hunting, we go for bowling instead of going to karaoke jamban. Ha ha. Duh, how I miss when we(tiara,beha, zati) go bowling together and played 3 games in a row and got ached all over the body. And after that Ika go looking for some baju and Zac, Fatin, Sarah go for wedges hunting and I'm left alone vaguely have the idea what should I buy since I dont want to balik with tangan kosong. Yes, I found nothing tempting and cute. Then, I go to Speedy and end up buying ABBA No. 1's. At least my outing today yields something lah kan. Happy :) After Jusco we went to Terminal One. They want more when I have no nafsu to buy anything and then go to bazar ramadhan, the best part of all.

ps: I buy Coke. Haha. And am listening to Abba's all the way back.

i need to skip clas

2009-09-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

I'm loaded with starch, amino acid, carbs etc etc.. There's nothing more sickening than sitting all day and doing BIOLogy, crazily stuffed myself with the general structure of ribose, peptides and until my mind cannot ingest anything and do anything even makan. I'm weary and need fresh air. KMS is dusty. HAHA. Malas nak belajar esok. Everyday dah belajar sampai nak mati( no i'm not). Penat, mengantuk, pening, muntah many times. I'll go out lah tomorrow.

Oh, I did something sinful. Something I really musn't do.Well actually, it just that I transferred games to my calculator and I get addicted to it. My current high score is 1480. :D:D Go back after class and I played until 3.15pm and then go sleep. Very sinful, huh. And the day are wasted again. *sigh*

ps;Sorry teacher, I don't want chemistry in weekends.

2009-08-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

So it’s been another week and the weekends are coming again. I'm on my mid semester break. I slack alot at home. I'm lazy. School so far have been tiring. All because of settling the homeworks that I owe. Still, many not finish. And yes, procrastinating hurts. But I never learn. That's me. That's why I always at the back when others are thousand miles away. *sigh* I don't know why I pampering myself that much. Too much sleep, too much wasting time, too much laugh, too much berangan. Lame shikin. Get off your fanny and get to work. Tell me how to be tekun macam anda. And please force me.

I start to love Math. Good kan. At least for now. And I love chemistry. I always do. But I useless at Biology.. Teacher give 100% during class, I ingest only 3%. For me 3% is always a good thing. I know starch is polysaccharides, glucose is monosaccharides, sucrose is disaccharides. People who doesn't know, this is carbs. The rest I don't know. tak paham doe. SOOOOO BLEARGHHHH ah.

Even if there’s a rock you’ll stumble upon at every step you take, All you can do, is keep walking. And pray that God will help you decide what is the best for you.

i'm back to college.

2009-08-16T10:38:00.002+08:00

Yes! back home makes me the most laziest person on earth. Oh, days are wasted. I'm done with bio report. yeah only. Physics and Chemistry are sooo fun makes me want to puke many times. I dont see the beauty of math, do you? BLEARGGGHHHHH...

2009-08-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

I'm home. Hopefully, I'll be doing something productive and a day is not wasted.

second phase

2009-07-24T16:17:00.003+08:00

This is only the beginning. I wonder what's the end would be. OMG, I have load of stuff to do. Malay A1, English, Math, etc ec etc... Do you even have the idea what cryonic is. Because I don't. To be a knower we dont need information. We just need more information. That's what I learn on TOK. Great thinking, justify knowledge, have strong grounds for the particular belief and die. Live in pain if you lucky enough.

I'm happy to be where I am now. This is the right path. Good girl like me dont screwed up.

OMG, more books, more books!!!!

We're happy reading. That's our current obsession.

Sometimes, book not the only thing we read. We do read facial expression too.

Procrastination is the right word. Big RIGHT.

2009-06-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

Aiyooz, aiyoo. Uh-hu. I'm really am not ready. Yet. Online registration form aku tak isi lagi. Nadaa. Completely undone. Tak boleh bukak lah. Siol betul. I tried zillion times taw. Not my fault eh. Okay, I know, I know. Half to me. Serve me right la. Tu la buat keje sume lambat2. Adush.. I so screwed. People help me, help me. *drowning*

Stuff unpacked. That's considerable. Hey, why so extremely eager. 7 days more arh. I think I'll do that tomorrow. Well, maybe soo. Ha ha.

But but, today dah photostat all the salinan2 needed. Yeah, at least a progress kan. ngeeeeeeee:D *kening naik giler*

ps: I change my link.

Roll your deodorant.

2009-06-12T08:13:00.004+08:00

YOU smells bad. You're sweating. But sweat is odorless. It is a fact. Note to self. What's annoyed me then? The bacteria that grow on the body, to be precised in the presence of sweat. What to do? Kill the bacteria, idiot. You boil the water for drinking to kill the bacteria. Store the fish in refrigerator is another different thing. It inactivate the bacteria. The process you tell.

Situation #1
I took LRT to Bandaraya, headed for Medan MARA. Inside, the air frooze me. Humid. On the front seats were the Chinese guys I saw earlier at ERL Staion. Later on the other stop, 2 foreign workers stepped in. No available seat. They had to stand by no choice. Takkan nak bersila kat bawah pulak. You know the palang besi in the train? So that the inertia wont make people jerk backward or front. Some Physics stuff. You know the thing. The 2 guys rely on the palang besi la supaya tak terjatuh. Their arms were raised up. Then, i got the whiff. It really sucks. BAD ODOR. My nose could tell. Aku pon cover ar hidung ngn baju supaya bau tu tak menusuk. Beside and front were doing the same. I know they know I know where it came from. Sometimes, our action could be offensive for other to see like the tutup hidung thing kan. Nanti diorg rasa macam teruk sangat plak. But i can tell the odor is far more offensive. Dah la kitorg ni dalam tempat ber-aircond and close. The air circulate kat situ je la kan. So, you know. The odor. Circulate around us. Serius aku nak muntah. It can be reduced and prevented. Just roll your deodorant. Pleassssssseeeeeeeeeee!!! Im begging ni.

Situation #2
Pagi. Went to surau for Subuh prayer. A year and half back then. Kat maktab masa ni. So, tengah solat. Tetibe, terbau lak something yang tak menyenangkan. Breath odor. What a gross! What do you expect. Nak tutup hidung ke? Certainly no. Tengah solat kan. Solat tak khusyuk weh. Naseb baek Subuh 2rakaat je. Kalo 4rakaat, da pengsan time tu. Tapi aku pon xpasti siapa yang berdiri sebelah saf aku tu. Tak mahu tengok pon. But you dont roll your deodorant this time. Use Colgate instead. Pergi solat Subuh tak gosok gigi kot. haha. Tapi kengkadang someone memang ade the breath odor kan. Kalo gosok gigi pon, takkan hilang. SO, please consult your dentist. Tapi as a dentist-to-be(InsyaAllah) kene la tahan ngn mouth, breath odor ni. Ni kire cam latihan pembauan la. Ha ha.

Situation #3
Masuk library. To be exact, PSI MAKTAB TGB la kn. Petang. Homeroom slot. Aku homeroom 27 ngn Ustazah Elyana meeting kat PSI. Ceyh, masuk je punye ar tak tahan baunye kn. Bau stokin tu dah semestinye la kan. PSI+STUDENT LAKI+STUDENT PEREMPUAN+GURU=BAU STOKIN BUSUK. Equation yang terlalu pasti kebenarannya. Tapi kali ni bau die berbeza. Bau ikan masin. Selalunye DS selalu goreng ikan masin masa kite makan lunch hari Selasa. Ikan masin tu utk dinner sebenarnye. Tapi pahal la diorg goreng awl2. So, bau ikan masin tu da melekat kat uniform sekolah. Da ar meeting HR mmg pakai baju sekolah kn. Tu ar bile masuk library je bau tu da penuh circulate dlm tu. AMAT TEROK BAUNYA. Baju aku pon termasuk la dlm bau tu. Jadi tak selesa sebab berbau. Pastu bile da ramai2 punye baju berbau ikan masin, duduk dekat2, bau die mmg masyuk la. Macam lava volcano mencair. See, how offensive the bad smell is.

Lack of exercise

2009-05-26T21:55:00.004+08:00

NAH! I broke my spine...what really happen if the spine is damaged or broke or anything lah? mati ke? ewww, horrible... bakal doktor terangkan kpd saya. ngee~

and lately, i had my body sengal2. haha. this is really bahasa trash. rasa nak terpatah je tulang leher. kalo lepas bgn tidur lagi sakit. maybe something is wrong with my sleeping position.

I'm off for school for 6months now. and it same goes to the workout routine. hurm that's why lah i got cramps many times. Even so if i had cycling or jog it'll only last for 15minutes. then, go home. and be the couch potato again. sometimes, i really want to go out and jog or something to keep my body well or atleast to lose A KILO. But the fact that i got no friends to join me drop my excitement by mega degrees.

and talking about exercising, i miss running. i miss berolahraga. i miss those moments yg kitorang berpenat-penat selepas berlari2. haha. i miss padang sekolah. i miss running tracks. i miss the spirit. i miss stadium tun fatimah. ahaha. i miss trak MILO. i miss air milo. i miss the mengutuk2 session ;
"alah poyo je lebih, lari tak laju pon"

sometimes, i always want to turn back time. i miss my secondary school. i miss friends. okay, this is really out of topic.yayaya..

2009-05-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage= coke. no more after tis.

2. last phone call= maisarah

3. last text message= beha

4. last song you listened to= everything you do. M2M

5. last time you cried= time interview MARA...bwahhahah

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice= nope.

7. been cheated on= selalu

8. kissed someone & regretted it= never okay!

9. lost someone special= perhaps.haha
10.been depressed= yes

11. been drunk and threw up= no way

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. yellow

13. Green

14. combination of colours...haha

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

(2009)

15. Made a new friend = some

16. Fallen out of love= never

17. Laughed until you cried= yeah.cry of joyness

18. Met someone who changed you= pastilah

19. Found out who your true friends were= maybe

20. Found out someone was talking about you= like i care...bwekk

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list= yep.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= some.mls nak kira

23.How many kids do you want to have= it depends on OUR financial status..hahah

24. Do you have any pets= yup2.!!

25. Do you want to change your name= nothings wrong.so wt's the point

26. What did you do for your last birthday= headed for diner with family

27. What time did you wake up today = 6.50am. awl begini when im up for sumtg saje ye. haha

28. What were you doing at midnight last night= tidor...esok ade kuliah.(amek mood study.haha)

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= HE...lame lah

30. Last time you saw your Mother= sekarang??

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?= akn kupikirin nanti ya.

32. What are you listening to right now = the day you went away

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom= sory sape dia? xkenal, tak mo ckp

34. What's getting on your nerves right now= he

35. Most visited webpage= blogger, ms, google, yahoo, barbie.com

36. Whats your real name = shikin

37. Nicknames= ikin

38. Relationship Status = friend.

39. Zodiac sign = capricorn.

40. Male or female? = female lah

41. Elementary school? = SK putrajaya 2

42. Middle School?= mrsm gerik

43. High school/College = mrsm tgb

44. Hair colour = black

45. Long or short= median

46. Height = pendek la kot

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yeah

48: What do you like about yourself? = because im myself

49. Piercings= yup

50. Tattoos = no lah

51. Righty or lefty= righty.

YOUR FUTURE

52. Want kids?= definitely

53.. Want to get married?= someday la.

WHICH IS BETTER :

54. Lips or eyes= eyes

55. Hugs or kisses= hugs

56. Shorter or taller= gimme yg taller lah..tak nak keturunan aku pendek2. cukup aku je pndek

57. Older or Younger = older

58. Romantic or spontaneous = romantic

59. Nice stomach or nice arms= stomach

60. Sensitive or loud = to be normal, should have both

61 Hook-up or relationship = Relationship

62. Trouble maker or hesitant= trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

63. Kissed a stranger= ewwwwwww...no way ok

64. Drank hard liquor= Nope.

65. Lost glasses/contacts = i got nothing

66. Sex on first date= im not dating.sekian terima kaseh

67. Broken someone's heart = nope

68. Had your own heart broken = nope

69. Been arrested = nope. i get caught je..hahah

70. Turned someone down= yup...cikgu pon pernah..jahat tak...huha

71. Cried when someone died = whos dead?

72. Fallen for a friend= yeah. dia hot lah.

mid outing

2009-04-29T20:34:00.003+08:00

so, went out today. 8 of us; me, tiara, beha,zati lan, zu, apis,wan, ijan. zati ko kire 3 dah.hehe. jgn mare. we cracked jokes, laughed. best kn zati. ekeke. sian kat ko kan.jadi mangsa kitorg. erm about the lift, graviti ko menarik ke bwh and tt's why we go down even sebenarnye kite nak naek atas tu kan? heheh. that part funny ah. tapi kan ko yg nak diri tgh kan. supaya lift tu seimbang.. hahaha. tapi kn aku gurau je eh. ha, itu revenge atas segala pendek, lebar, jolie tu ek...kehkeh... jadikan the biggest loser tu inspirasi ko ea. tgk ar kat hallmark pkul 7 ek. jilian tu kn mmg hardcore gile. dpt die jadi coach aku 'best' gile. hehe

then, went for bowling. yeah, discussing about the total markah doesnt help, OK. i really sucks at that. haha. credit tu zati for helping us; aku, tiara pasal line tah jadah tu ek..ekeke. aura ko mmg bagus ar. but time ko sembur tu i can feel ur spit.. hahah... kiddin
and i was the one who insisted going to the arcade. tapi we really had fun rite. i sucks at car too.
ahhhah...aku la yg dpt no 8/8 tu. hehe.

pastu, lunch kat dominos. sebab pizza hut penuh. zati, aku tak kesah ko melantak banyak2. baru bertenaga sikit kan..heheh. and here we come dingdong. wah, the movie: X-MEN: Wolverine best gilaks. rm12 is worth it la. tak nyesal aku beli. tapi zati asal ko boleh tido ha.. da la cite tu TERBAIK WOK bak kata aril la kan. hehe. thumbs up, sume jari nak up pon boleh, standing ovation..hahahhaa.

and now move to the most depressing part.
sebelum balik, nak balik awal ni.sebab dah janji ngn ayah aku kn. so, solat asar la dulu.
pastu,camwhored la kan..heheh.
kemudian, aku pon turun la ke ktm. nak beli tiket pon beratur panjang. dont curse. sebab aku tak tahu nk guna mesin tu.ah, bengap.haha

turun, mase tu dalam pukul 5.02pm. tren akan sampai 5.16. time tu da ramai gile beratur. cam bese ar kan.sardin lagi ar ni. pastu tak sampai2 pon. boleh pulak dia cakap ade kesulitan, tren AKAN sampai pukul 5.36.. ok.saba2. dont curse. then, da pkul 5.36 die ckp lagi 5m. ha, dont curse. pastu sampai la tren en setelah lama menunggu. tapi aku tak boleh nak masuk pon. bukan aku gemuk, tren yg kurus. ramai gile.ok dont curse.bengang ni bengang. tunggu la lagi. siap da boleh duduk bersila lagi en beratur kat line biru tu. ni bukan cubaan membunuh diri akibat bengang menunggu. behind the yellow line ok.. aku maseh waras. naseb baek bwk magazine nak baca( as i always do kan, membawa bahan bacaan, sebab aku BENCI GILA menunggu). tren lepas tu pon penoh. tapi aku berjaya masuk dengan jayanya. bia la tak dapat duduk pon kn. asal smpi rumah sude.

pastu bila smpi kat b.tasik selatan, nak turun kat platform ke klia tu aku ingatkan nak turun ikut lif memula.. sebab aku jarang turun ikut lif. saja nak try, tapi pastu aku takut nnt lif tu rosak pastu aku tersekat dlm tu tak boleh nk balik. so escalator sajalah.

pastu, sampai rumah. oh, masa kat mid tu nampak 3 guys tgb. haha..

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

2009-04-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

I was just thinking about friendship in general, and I realised that a lot of my friendships have deteriorated (is this even appropriate to describe a dying friendship?) over the past few years. Some because we've simply drifted apart, going about our own lives and stopped talking, some because we haven't bothered making the effort even though we promised to, and some... well, I don't even know why.It's weird how friendships can change almost overnight without you knowing the reason why. It sucks, yeah, but I figured: if they can't be bothered to talk about it, then they can't be bothered about it at all, so why should I? still, i appreciate friendship vr much. I'm not about to immerse myself in a one-way friendship and make myself miserable, worrying about something I can't do anything about.Haha I just realised that all of the above mentioned sound quite depressing but I'm really not.I was just thinking about my friends, being thankful for the ones who've cared and made the effort, and deciding that those who don't try, don't matter.

2009-04-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

i want to say something. obviously.but just couldnt get the idea. maybe i just fastforwarded or flashbacked my mind so fast that it cant receive the information. yeah medulla oblongata doesnt work well though and yeah it stuck right there.like byk2 tin at the factory and one get stuck so the tin2 lain cannot get through. sick

ok. so tomorrow's monday. 4 days left then. dreadful enough to think about that. even a sec.
gosh.what am i really gonna do now?
sleep and think tomorrow. ah stupid and lame lah shikin.

and now im proud to say i got something to do in life..YEAH!*golekgolek*
so, esok photostat ic, surat beranak, amek gmb passport, certs everything lah.
gudluck to me

any

2009-04-06T20:11:00.005+08:00

halelujah.here i am
clear the dust again*wink*
i was at home the whole day.wah, bosan.
well, everyday keeps coming like theres no ending
sure thing, i dont want day to come to the end.kiamat ar maknenye kn.
just want things to be more interesting while keep myself forever-ALWAYS -sane.
thing went silly sometimes.so do i.
macam biasa ar kan movie marathon*dushdush*
pizza my heart was awesome.the guy was totally HOT*drooling*.so the girl.
then, at noon got into the kitchen and yo people, watch me baking eh..ahahha
chocolate cookies for today. gosh.my baking style is improving alot..well-known chef er someday..*perasan*
kemudian , when its raining elephant and rhinos i got sooooo blearghhh.
argghh..nak buat ape??tv tak leh tgk..service is currently unavailable.
then, decided to tgk2 the old pics dgn rakan2..seriously, im miss my high school era badly.

so tomorrow nak bangun awl pagi.workout weh..sudah gemuk..

ps; to stuckup faggots who hate should just slit your wrists and jump off a bridge.

lambat macam siput

2009-03-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

sesak macam 'tin sardin'.
lembab macam 'siput babi'.
'tin sardin' dan 'siput babi' could be anything; noun, adjective, pronoun, verb..ANY

tiket dari subang ke bandar tasik selatan.sampai kl sentral tukar tren.
PLATFORM 6 ye....
trip die delay for 17mins...then, came the first train after 17 MINUTES..(buduh..penat taw)
penuh.panjang.ramai.crowd.throng.
tak boleh naek pon.(double buduh)
wait for another train. finally sampai jugak. itupon penuh.tapi redah je la. dari tak sampai rumah kan.
okay sampai la kat b.t.selatan. beli tiket. tapi duit tak cukup...hampeh..xde small changes.
nah,amek kau duit besar..(bajet je)
naek escalator, turun escalator
transit ke klia ---------> 26 MINUTES (wohoo.....shengal)
apa mahu buat tunggu lama-lama??
naseb baek erl tak ramai orang sangat. and better dari ktm...
ktm mcm anai-anai obesiti la....jln tak stabil..terumbang-ambing..da la siput babi
sampai putrajaya almost 8..
akhirnya,setelah meredah onak duri, lautan berapi, sawah padi(wah,,hebat betoll)

SAMPAI juga..............(alhamdulillah)

this is just another phase of my life

2009-03-22T01:57:00.005+08:00

gruelling, googling, yahoo-ing, msn-ing over the net again tonight*heavy sigh*
this explain the must-tips for the interview
PREPARE YOURSELF, SEARCH ABOUT THE COURSE YOU WANT TO ENROLLED
yeah, walaupun semakan utk piln tu tak keluar pon lagi but i just preparing myself for that, just in case i'm shortlisted for the interview.well, im hoping for that.wah, scary.scary..[berdoa]

so, kalau dapat soalan camni 'KENAPA AMEK MARA?? KENAPA BUKAN JPA?'
huh.mati kepanikan aku.
frankly, because MARA is specially for bumiputera.so, chances for me to get the scholarship lagi besar la because i dont have to compete with the chinese, indian,bla bla bla...and FYI aku budak MARA..sound like i'm some prick[am i?]...bwahhahaha...whatsoever.
so, itulah jawapan sebenar aku.
for god's sake, takkan nak kene ckp camtu bile interviewer tu tanye kan..
sebab nanti mesti die provoked aku plak or worst thing they will jump to conclusion yang aku tak boleh bersaing.yang mane itu adalah pandangan yg huduh.dan mestilah aku takkan dpt scholarship tu kan..wah, jawapan bangang betol..
okay, just gimme better, bijak-est answer, will you??

good new is i found helpfull( betul ke ejaan die cmni..i failed my spelling and dictation test.dont bother) blog regarding on dentistry..the blogger is originally, officially a dentist..so, kire cam blog die bagus ..and the dentist, dr leen, dia sentiasa balas comment2 yg org post. of course i grab the chances to ask her few questions.(kenapa la time sekolah dulu aku lagi suka diam, tidur dari tanya soalan kat cikgu...huhu)
antaranya:
kalau saya amek asasi sains hayat kat UM, then boleh khususkan dalam bidang pergigian ke utk degree??(amat skema la pertanyaan itu.bwahaha)

this is some of fields of work for dentist in Malaysia:
1. Pesakit yang mahu membuat pembedahan gigi geraham bungsu secara sedar (LA) atau tidak sedar ( GA)
2. Pesakit yang mempunyai kanser mulut
3. Pesakit yang mempunyai sakit saraf yang berkaitan dengan saraf di muka
4. Pesakit yang mempunyai kecederaan di bahagian muka akibat kemalangan
5. merawat kakitangan hospital dan juga pesakit wad yang mempunyai masalah pergigian.
6. Saya masih ingat tentang kes pertama saya, melibatkan seorang pemuda yang boleh dikatakan semua bahagian mukanya hancur dan saya kena menjahit bahagian mukanya yang terkoyak dan juga meletakkan dawai pengikat untuk mengikat rahangnya yang patah. Nasib baik ada doktor gigi senior yang tolong.

and this is freak
PERIKSA GIGI MAYAT YG TAK DIKETAHUI UTK MENGAGAK UMUR.huh

DOKTOR GIGI JUGA ADA ONCALL YE..dan utk keesokan harinya masih perlu bekerja seperti biasa...penat gile..cuba bayangkan oncall sampai pukul 5 pagi, esok pagi dtg keje pukul 8 pagi...GILER..

dan itu tak termasuk lagi 5-6 TAHUN PUNYE BELAJAR.. tense-ing and stress-ing

takpe2, whatever thing u take, the most important thing is pull up your socks, and set that as your top priorities, and persevere for that. *winkwink**big smile*

sidenote: sorry for the languange..i know level bahase trash saya mmg amat tinggi..

h dan y ade beza ye..

2009-03-19T20:36:00.004+08:00

see, this is the exact way to spell my name

NUR ASHIKIN ABU BAKAR

the 'h' should be bolded

because they are sesuke hati spell my name like this

sYikin...

see, that....Y

i dont like Y..

and

tt's why i dont like fariq.

sebab he spell like tt arh..

huh

btw, selamat enjoy plkn ye.

hahah..padan muka kau

teka-teki hariniwink2

2009-03-18T12:31:00.002+08:00

trivia hari ini....huhu

apa persamaan baju di ampaian dengan telefon????

ps: ha...berani???sile jwb...khas utk moon sebab semalam py teka-teki tak dpt ko jwb...huhuhu

result okie..yuhuu!

2009-03-11T19:40:00.001+08:00

mood: lega sangat.
result okie..yeah.yeah
straight a's...
7 A1, 2 A2
A2 adalah addmath ngn bio...
wasnt expected better ar kan for addmath tu sebab lepas abes pekse je haritu mmg frust giler.susah.tapi alhamdullillah la..dapat gak A kn...

I remember telling myself that after all that I went through, this was the best that I could do, even IF I scored straights C's, that was good enough for me. i got straight a's and that was good enough.more than enough.double alhamdullillah..

I was eerily calm, cuak, butterfly, labah2, gajah bak kate moon, lembu, kambing in my stomach mase dlm kereta ondway nak ke jasin because I knew I had to brace myself for death. pastu aku tido,hahahah...kalo tido xde ar takot sgt.

Bile da sampai maktab, teros g amek result. serius shengal. takot gile. All I recalled about later was that standstill moment but I couldn't hear or see anything except those alphabets staring back at me. buhhoo..berjaye.huh
It was insane and gruelling and took up such a big part of my life at that point in time. But the pain, every single minute of it was worth it, because it brought me to where I am now. I'm happy in school and I'm doing what I've always wanted... I guess what matters is what becomes of you after that. Where do you go and will it bring you where you want to be?I hope everyone did well, and even if you didn't... it's not the end because your options are always open until you blind yourselves to them. thinking of jpa/mara scholarship..hahah..jom sign up..hahaha

just a minute before nak balik, jumpa ngn bello.die tak dpt result lagi..so hug, tanya khabar, then leave...dalam kereta, i called her..aku tak tahu perasaan die..but she sounded so crushed... I guess what matters is what becomes of you after that. Where do you go and will it bring you where you want to be?I hope everyone did well, and even if you didn't... it's not the end because your options are always open until you blind yourselves to them.so, bello kalo ko terbaca post ni ko jgn la sdey sgt ea.

attn:anis...aku mention byk gle name ko neh...

2009-03-01T19:13:00.005+08:00

If you enjoyed your high school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.
This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your high school years

[Biodata]

1) Which school did you go to?
MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba, Jasin(anis ko nyesal ke g sini?)

2) What classes were you in?
414, 514

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
It depends on my study mood. but pe will do their very best.*bersukanbersukan*

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
duh, *igt balik* 10.40am to 11.10am..yeke?? tak ingat2(anis ko igt tak..time makan ni)

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
food ekh?i LOVE all the food especially nasi impit ngn rendang dan kuah kacang on sunday morning breakfast

[STYLE]
1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
friends call me shikin takpun ikin..ha itu jelah(nickname anis too far byk kn?? cthnye b***h...ko jgn marh taw..aku gurau beb.aku syg kau)

2) How did you wear your socks?
Ankle socks but can be seen lah. supposed to wear black, but i prefer-ed colourful..huhuhu..tapi lately ade spotcheck, and i wore those yg pjg sket la.

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
YES! lepas rollcall pagi selalunye..hahhaa..the matter of facts, socks pendek.tak pakai kain dalam.MOST OF THE TIME, aku dapat lari...hahahha...teringat kt ldp.attn:zeckie..hahaha

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
nope.nope..tak sangat kot.aku kemas.aku baek..hehehe(anis kau receive byk reminder kn?huhhu)

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
errrr the teachers and mostly my FRIENDS lahh.

[Punishment]
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
i never experience being punished in front of the whole class before. can't remember any actually. heh*budak baek**budak baek*

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
hmmmmm,let me think......i think once only or maybe two. tapi ni beramai-ramai ngn clsmet jugak kn.so takpe la. tapi kalo prep cls tu hari-hari..attn:anis..hahah,,ko mmg kaki ponteng kan.tapi ko ckp kat hep ko penat...yeke?huuhuu

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
can't remember either but i got escaped most of the times. sebab kalau mase rollcall tu bukannye cikgu tgk betol2 and plus boleh pilih nk gi check ngn ldp mane.so, aku prefer ldp yg tak amek kesah la.hahah

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
YES!the hostel locker and wall.. lorr and the very irritating conteng-conteng kat depan loker tu.i am the one who decorate it (:

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
ekh..of cos i do...hahah..tapi im not that bad..teringat kat ustzh elle

[TEACHER]

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
ustazah elyana, cg jadid, mis molly, mis zie, ust asyraf, cg molizah, cg rashida, sir azman, ms mimi, wah bnyk jgk ekh. (:

2) Describe your principal
ermm..nth la...tak kenal..but thing for sure umo da 50+ tapi rambut hitam gle bersinar. takde kelimumur.=p..dyedye..hahha

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
fun:ms zie. weird:of course la sir hasbi kan (anis, fav sir ko ni) loudest: hep..lorh.hahah

[Social Circle]
1) Were you popular back then?
NOPE.i am only popular to my BESTIESSS and they are popular to me;the stars of the school in my eyes. *wink*ceh2

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
during recess kau!3 full table for US.sometimes big sometimes small.hehehe..clsmet sehati sejiwa la katakan.

3) What were you favourite memories of you and your friends?
let me see,.......every single day in TGB will be my most favourite memories of me and my friends (:aku suke waktu cls sebab pres cls depan aku.not exactly depan.tapi depan la.in one group.hurh.just my luck bebeb.

[Co-curricular Activities]
1) What type of CCA were you in?
taekwondo(ni cam hampeh je.bodoh.xpenah grading), golf(suke waktu g driving range tu), kelab rekreasi(suke mase g kayak)

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
the full set of uniform.yg puteh tu..well-equiped ngn tali pinggang...ngeh

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
warm up, practice, taegeuk, DENGAR SIR BEBEL perhaps???bosan siot.............

4) Got injured?
NOPE!aku kuat.buhho.heheh

[Crushes/Lovers]

1) Who was your first crush?
HE. rahsierahise...tak leh gtaw.

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
cam bese je.kitorg kwn

3) Have you ever made out in school?
NO

[Closing Ceremony]

1) How did high school changed you?
ermm...tak tahu la...ade kot..mesti la.idk. tapi ade jugak some time i become worst.heheh(anis, did school change u??)

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
di maktab rendah sains mara tuntut ilmu jgn jemu, ikrar taat setia pada guru berdisiplin selalu. hari ini hari mulanya hari esok berjaya tingkatkan segala yg ada, ke kuliah kita segera. weh, semangat semangat!!!

3) What was your favourite question?
Sing one verse of your school song.haha

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
i dare to say,EVERYBODY,EVERYONE&EVERYTHING!
even my enemies. if i get one.hahaha.and the time yg aku, anis ngn diyanah get caught ngn cikgu siti mase tak gi prep mlm...wohooo...takut uh..klaka la time tu...pakai telekung tu kan anis...klaka.naseb baek cikgu xnmpk henset ko kn.hahah.

5) Any memories you will not forget.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
yes!
IF I AM NOT IN TGB,I WOULDN'T FIND THE MOST WONDERFUL FRIENDS.sume bende aku tak lupe.

i answered this truthfully ok.

ps: to follower, kebanyakan kite bersekolah same kn, so korg buat la...hahahha..boleh igt kenangan kite budak2 sekolah...

see them again,if God will

2009-03-01T18:53:00.004+08:00

its cos of the happiness i feel, when i see the class bonded together, having fun together, or even missing each other even after splitting up into different kind of life yet while not hoping that the class remembers you, or even know who you are. its that happiness that allows one to continue on. sigh.suddenly, i'm just missing you, 2nd girlfriends and 3rd girlfriends.

result will be released on thursday means 5days more.so, hoping to see them dalam ketakutan of cos..i wouldnt know how misery the result would be...wish the best for me and friends too..insyaallah..:))))

fun outing yet shengal

2009-03-01T17:57:00.005+08:00

i had fun with girlfriend.
wohoo......
yesterday outing with miza was great.
kitorang tak pegi jauh pon.dekat je.foodcourt kt presint 9.
we wont go to alamanda
remember, scrimp whenever it's possible
objective: miza want to buy me food.yeah*kening naek2*

i got myself a 'hotplate koey teow ayam cendawan' and miza got her mi rebus.
both looked scrumptious and we dont need the appetizer anyway*grin*
yet, sy xmampu nk habiskan semua.because the sauce was very thicky, muak pulak.hahah

then, we went to the other side, hunting for another side meals la pulak kan.
and we decided to buy waffle.
plus we decided to makan2 kat situ jugak.
miza is somehow becok, banyak cakap etc etc...
the chocolate dropped kat dienye lengan...dekat ngn siku..
agak banyak.
and i was laughing like asses
me: eh miza, u know what, kite tak boleh jilat siku taw.

miza: yeke? boleh la..tengok2..(goddamn, shes trying very hard)

me:tak boleh la

miza: siku tak boleh tapi yg ni kan boleh jilat(ahahhaha,, die jilat cokelat tu balik)

me:ewwwww...kau pengotor

miza:oh...i can rasa the 'sour'ness.thats why they called kulit warna sawo matang kan?

me:uhhu...yelah kau....*laughing again*

after that, we heading to our separate way.
i'll miss our outing together!!
laughing...bullying....sharing stories!!(we're perfect mate for gossiping.hahha)
this outing would be the last(maybe not, cos we plan for another last outing.insyaalah)
because miza will head back to terengganu

a moment to remember

2009-02-28T16:55:00.002+08:00

Kekurangan kita ialah banyak membaca al-quran tanpa mengetahui maknanya.
Kelemahan kita ialah mengetahui maknanya tetapi tidak mengetahui tafsirannya.
Kelemahan kita yg bertimpa-timpa ialah mengetahui tafsirannya ttpi tidak mengetahui rahsianya.
Kelemahan kita yg tertinggi ialah mengetahui rahsiannye ttpi tidak mempercayainya. Kelemahan kita yg paling tinggi ialah tidak mempercayainya lalu meninggalkannya...~

spm result will be out the second week of next monthsigh.fear.pee-ing in pants

2009-02-27T11:32:00.004+08:00

From- The Star

Friday February 27, 2009

SPM results out second week of next month
KUALA LUMPUR: Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) results will be released in the second week of next month.

“Students can obtain the results from their schools towards the end of the second week,” said Education director-general Datuk Alimuddin Mohd Dom.

The results have been released around this time for the past few years.

A total of 442,936 students sat for the examination last year.

buhhoo...and now i got ache all over my body..nah!!i hurt my spines too..this one sebab cuak gile kan..ok.miracles do happen, kan?so i need that, boleh? just gimme straight a's...whoahoaa...*pee-d again*
hahaha...selekeh btol.

slumdog millionaire

2009-02-24T22:36:00.005+08:00

slumdog...apparently the entire goes gaga over it....
hollywood is now bollywood.it's not comprised the whole continent
but basically it does..

somehow this one is a total disagree.
anil kapoor is now mentioned as george clooney bollywood which made me choke according to ryan seacrest la.....bwahahhaha...kaw xcukup hot la..sorry to say this....
tapi amek je la gelaran tu kalo nak jugak sebab dayang nurfaizah pon digelar beyonce malaysia walaupun she's not that good..u know kan...huhuhuhx

and *smoooch* for A.R.Rahman for the fab performance...u really make the stage quake-d....
whats wrong with the lyrics.its great but literally aku tak paham ape pon...
hohohohooh...JAI HO...u great composer la these day ....aku sanggup dgr lagu tamil drpd dgr lagu indie....
all the mutha haters must be pissing in their pants right now!
sob-ed to brad pitt sebab the curious incident of benjamin button not that menyerlah...

indians...and thats it...
big hand ppl

side note:thinking of INDIAN DANCING pulak..

taday's outing

2009-02-15T21:17:00.005+08:00

YOU KNOW, saya and miza AGREED to GO FOR MORNING JOG TODAY

but we didn't.

LOL.

know why?
We were testing our alarm function on our phone, so the time was set to 1:17am.
WHO KNOWS, we forgotten to set the alarm for the next day so WE DIDN'T JOG!
LOL.

today we went Alamanda shopping center.
because we ARE trying to scrimp whenever it's possible,
we tend to visit shops/supermarkets like "THE REJECT SHOP", "PARKSON", "ESPIRIT", "SODA", "PADINI CONCEPT STORE" etc.most of the time we dont have money...hate that point.
sy dan adik off to alamanda at 3.37 something.
ayah jadi chauffeur saya....haha, sebab sy xde lesen..
pegi voir and i grabbed jeans..pastu kitorg jalan satu alamnda sbb nk cari baju colour kuning..
everything, anything yellow seems great...haha...current hooked up pulak..
since when i was so into yellow pulak ni????
tapi sedih btol one hour py carik, sume outlet masuk tp xjmp the nice one...isk3.
last2, xbeli pon....tapi, ade satu handbag ni lawaaaaaa sggt...sangat sangat....
kuning jugak*drums roll* haha
by marciano...ahaha...sy xmampu la...very nice, cute, steamy, sticky....huhux....i wish i get one..
and then, jumpa ngn fahmi...ahhh,,,old bestie...lame xjumpa..
pastu g secret recipe...tiramisu craving..

bgs sebab kali ni sy xmembazir sgt...

I THINK MY FRIENDS HAVE GOT PSYCHIC POWERS

because they seemed to be predicting that disasters may strike.

THEY SHOPPED AS THOUGH A FAMINE GONNA HAPPEN TOMORROW OR SOME MILITARY WAR WILL BE CUTTING OFF OUR FOOD SUPPLY THE NEXT MOMENT.

heavy and tiring.

=/
at 6 ayah dtg amek...pstu g kedai sbb sy nk beli vono ngn yoghurt
then, off to presint14 sbb nak g tgk nexus world school...lawa, besar cantik..da nme pon world school kn...then, kitorg sume starving...g mkn kat ali bistro just depan nexus school tu...
tmpt tu siap ade shisha zone lg...byk flavour ade...mint, apple, strawberry, super mint, lemon, blah blah blah....
the man next to our meja tu amek shisha satu...serius mende tu da mcm pemadam kebakaran je...haha..sy tgk pon amazed....apa la

p/s:ms tgh typing ni, chating ngn fizin...die skunk kt utp...whoaa!!hebat btol..tp receiving lmbt sket...sbb gn wireless.signal strength slow...huh..streamyx adik guna....isk3

just another ranting of me

2009-02-13T12:30:00.005+08:00

IM BACK

well im here to clear the dust. hallelujah!

not posting for ages kan

i've been thinking, well i look at the bright side, the positive one

although the dark side always hunt me..

IM NOT QUIT MY JOB anyway(buhhoo, this is the great decision i'd ever made)

the job is fine for me.and i got a circle of extremely fun mates.which is fine for me too.

to friends who always been asking eh, ko ble nak berenti keje?

u got the answer.:D

ask me:

school?= 'great'

job?= 'great but tiring.hahah'

me?= 'been very much, old shikin.'

but there's some transformation of me.abit.not awholelot

better than nothing. bile keje, i discover my weakness.

oh now sy boleh terima kritikan.i learn to.(double buhho0)

"i screwed up," says shikin

ah,hucares

just turn to page w30,the star, dont remember the exact tarikh

but this week pnya paper la

"i screwed up", says Obama.

even he, i would say the powerfulman on the earth(one of)

the white house president pon screwed up

apatah lagi aku kan..

well, i messed up. apa la, kalo keje ade je silap

like , salah drop duit mase closing(yg ni supervisor ckp kene denda rm10.triple buhhoo)

tak cash kan duit...bla blah blah etc

and plus, kenkdg duit short.

this one punya kes mmg aku ngn miza cuak gle ms nk keluarkan till report

tapi we got the cara xnk bg duit short

abg mat ajar..heheh

and byk lagi senior2 tu ajr aku...

agk devil jugakla.

ok,gone.time contraint..huuhux.

love

2009-02-04T23:05:00.004+08:00

firstly, sorry for the massive lack of updates

i've been busy lately.u know im working kan.

so when i got home, dah penat gle. double tired. triple tired
and my eyes were heavy like hell.msm kene cucuk ngn garfu.
i need a good sleep.nice one.

Edward(twilight guy.most of u knl py) has been the main topic of my girlfriends' conversation lately. Stop drooling over him lah korggg... And stop screaming!

cute aint he??

love the song

2008-12-05T15:13:00.006+08:00

The Backyardigans Theme Song

Spoken:Hi, I'm Pablo.
My name's Tyrone.
I'm Uniqua.
I'm Tasha.
And my name is Austin.
And we're ...

Sung:
Your backyard friends, the Backyardigans!
Together in the backyard again,
In the place where we belong,
Where we'll prob'ly sing a song,
And we'll maybe dance along.

We've got the whole wide world in our yard to explore.
We always find things we've never seen before.
That's why every day we're back for more
With your friends, the Backyardigans.

should see this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSSMimtc9NU